現在，他看着嘉欣，好像更理解思思的意思。881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvuW68im43z
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閉眼想，佔有慾強的他也寧願思思鍾愛另一個人，也不願看她喪命，在時間中凋萎。881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFXeoLBcxHa
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「佢都唔會想見到你咁樣嘅。」881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8pSwHQ2RQH
881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGhIxGFegcu
阿朗不太懂得安慰女生，不知應該說什麼才能令她好一點：881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJYsarFXh8L
881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGn5pJoWipX
「或者，宜家盡情喊啦。」881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf7JcGZtovy
881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBkqOqzJ2ap
嘉欣的眉毛幾乎併攏，以手掩面，深深閉眼。881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeL0ZWli2Hj
881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsLYHjJXxbP
其實，她已經每日如常生活。每日，穿起裇衫西裙，在巴士上層第一排側頭看樓宇和商舖後退，有電腦螢幕陪她與鍵盤馳騁，看到彩光在眼中色散分離，回家，將隱形眼鏡隨便脫下，第二天就變成了寶石，打開冰箱，看到早已餣好的瘦肉，照顧兒子吃飯，替他蓋被，她擱下花灑塗上護髮素，將全家的污衣放進洗衣機。881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPGuKpR2j6u
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在無光客廳坐下，看着電視不知名的畫面，耳聽洗衣機轉動的聲音。881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgm9517h39E
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一下、一下。881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZt743V44hL
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她又流淚，為這如常——這大概，是Hin想見到的吧，那麼，她就讓他見到。881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg25859CkFX
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只是她知道，有些東西永遠沒有完、沒有圓，終於她獨自攤睡在雙人床，輕輕地和空的一側說：881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLqO3pgEGKp
881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiW7YnGuz6F
「早唞啦，老公。」881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ15XZAExZD9
881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1sdjaFCYD4
世事古難全，但願人長久。881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp5Y0ZIQPVu
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千里共嬋娟。881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe3NEf3ucDV
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峰仔拍了拍她的肩，然後帶她離去，與阿朗一起下班。881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqRFIkMRoHE
881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5fhBGyPdEm
送走她後，他們沉默地走在路上。881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYKHbF4tMtH
881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9Pm7UVmmEC
阿朗加快步速，回家。881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGDBkymp1IK
881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnhCcce71DM
這裏的太多太多人，無聲無息地教導了他要好好活着。每次，他為遺體執容，都默默慶幸自己的手腳跟從他的意志，而非沒有生氣，他還可以踏出停屍間，穿梳化妝房，快速經過能聽見哭聲的入殮走廊。881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp4NhLYt5Sd
881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN9MH0LpD7T
他深呼吸，女性的聲音交替地在腦海出現，最後，想到萬一有天他死去，會怎樣。881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiq47tY9xN9
881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmimnPG38BR
慢慢，他也很珍惜自己的生活。881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOliZcuOQjM
881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo79t3uopVf
無論是現在死去，還是多過幾年後，或者即使是幾十年後。881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvwT7nAIKjK
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他還活着。881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9iRebtULEP
881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBBPEf6U5k4
思思一定會傷心，對吧？881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIx9pII0QxF
881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAkqZUt3vGC
抑或，無論如何，他一想到自己要離開人世，就完全放心不下她，她會怎樣？也會跟嘉欣一樣奮力地支撐乏力的身體嗎？881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvjWXucw79G
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那是多麼憔悴的面容啊。881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5TR9XQljGM
881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqUd4xU14nk
可是，正因如此，他的心臟仍然跳動，頭腦仍然運轉，清醒地意識到他在這人間。他有牽掛。881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQbZKsCcyty
881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡICI9n4igsA
看，多奇怪。881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZe0fM98I8R
881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwbXS0KewkX
明明說珍惜生活、好好活着，第一個主觀感受是「好煩」，珍惜生活，卻沒有珍惜生活中身邊人的舉動，只在內心默唸、憂愁、後退。881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDA0qwn3VFU
881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGf6kBERK0E
那麼多心理活動，然後獨得自己知道，有何用？配上四十五度向上仰望天空，更值得感慨，是否？881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpZw71qAx5d
881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8v0DvPWpjq
演什麼悲情戲？已過偶像劇主角的年紀。881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfjwalz1SH6
881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPSlHoYLPVx
阿朗還有視力，應該要坐在褐色沙發上接過思思遞過來的遙控以轉台；他還有聽力，應該要走在清風徐來的海濱聽她鬼馬地叫他注意前方的小情侶；他還有嗅覺，應該要偷偷笑她單手叉腰炒出來的菜是香得將他從房間趕出；他還有温度，應該要深切又纏綿地從癡迷的姿勢實現熱織的約誓。881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjJK23QRMOb
881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGy0FtuKDwN
他們還有感知愛的能力，應該要表達和接收對方真正所想。881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxKBOQhaVeN
881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdIj2WJ9pOc
是嗎？881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdXsmK3h3Gz
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有能力不用，保留作甚？881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE9YPVLmUAN
881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtphTorW7I7
難道只要在喪禮上身穿素衣、跪下自責痛哭，讓人將如此姿態收盡眼底再為你心酸，才足夠圓滿？881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt7i9tRM2WE
881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6OenIAHfnc
圓滿，是在有生一天盡情擁有所擁有的，不再花不知何時終結的時間去做違心事，譬如朝露，去日苦多——881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrPfgmGhWYZ
881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2UX6yDHanp
「不要等到天上俯瞰」嘛，心知所言所行必留遺憾，就不要再繼續吧，時間的觀念總不斷變遷，平板支撐的一分鐘令人經歷季節之久，但臨死前的最後一小時卻是短促的，仿佛要滔淫不絕才能將所有事說清；可是，還是有很多東西是用口說不清的。881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLI78wKlpFA
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阿朗回家，見到思思母親，喚了一喚她：881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAzvDOzqYZv
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「岳母。」881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRVa3zQpZVd
881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL1GvROZznX
「阿朗，放工啦？」881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ473Ery3QhB
881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4AQDhWJm5Y
她扭頭看他，然後繼續炒菜。881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtfrcFS4HGt
881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl2FH68BdL0
「係。」881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd9cKdlyM4V
881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgv4FpRNHcR
「阿女叫我睇多陣棉花糖先，佢今日要遲啲收工。」881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAJXQ5vAXYG
881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa18yKcegDd
「哦哦，係？辛苦哂。」881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7LF6CDDc7b
881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyuMfDiYq5T
「你哋最近點啊？」881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHreSENSCsH
881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxVPUo2HJxd
「OK啊，咪又係咁，你呢？最近凍番啲，小心身體。」881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDAZFSvNq8P
881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡstciTerGuK
寒喧幾句，棉花糖也出來叫他進房，去看看她做功課：881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrwSZriD9Xr
881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpcKJFldgss
「差幾多本啊？」881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaQUzGaQPnL
881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4iBAJpFH2K
「一張worksheet，兩本補充，一份默書改正，爸爸你喺度簽個名吖！」881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1E63CQSBeP
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她打開首頁，指住第七欄的空格。881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1iu5wrXVFi
881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqfKCaiGImn
「九十八分，叻喎。」他摸了摸她的頭。881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGlfZFYe9td
881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVcV0P15vd2
「但好多人都一百分，我攞唔到貼紙。」881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnHoD689Eb5
881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcth3H2OE2M
只有滿分才能拿到貼在簿封的卡通貼紙，相比起高分，她更喜歡貼紙。881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBaxJLZIl5v
881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfVwaREjY98
「唔緊要啦，下次再小心啲。」881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgMtpYCaF7t
881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM9roKRJSIv
他打開看，只錯了一些不小心的地方。881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ73aQ2it3F5
881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQnCM0JJeR7
「嗯！我差一張就可以換原芯筆啦。」881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXpin22RsLz
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棉花糖真的可愛——881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJdGpyFghXK
881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnN265k97fx
阿朗感歎，無論他和思思發生了什麼，或者不能發生什麼，棉花糖仍然快樂地成長，專心學習，培養自身興趣，比他昔日自律多了；沒有被他們這些麻煩的大人污染。881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjUAgCKg62M
881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKd32qBmv4H
能有這樣的孩子，應不應該暗自歸功於二人是好父母呢？881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM5UDU7tDIQ
881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVv7ETelrje
棉花糖冷不防地問：881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoIJ0yhTaZZ
881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ12Z61Q5QB
「你同媽咪做咩咁少一齊嘅？」881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmyaW3qkqpG
881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAHB4wrcfFA
阿朗嚇了一嚇，這是事實，但應該不是很明顯吧，忽然心虛。881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvKohG0tJbn
881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdFDkpVzN3K
「好少一齊咩？唔會啊。」881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR7tnfHEdie
881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ32lgCslpYf
「會啊！明明你哋之前都差唔多時間番到屋企，又會拖拖攬攬，仲叫我唔好同男仔咁樣添！881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2TktMpO8bn
881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5rbGtMB8SH
一齊食飯，你哋都淨係同我講嘢，都唔理對方嘅……會嘅，有時夾吓餸俾大家囉，但我同我啲同學都會咁做㗎啦，仲多嘢講過你哋添。」881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtCk21986Qn
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小孩子心思極度澄明，大人總覺得自己很聰明，卻不知道小朋友心思單純，可感的比大人更直觀。881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6wBr6rOW9i
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「我哋夜晚瞓覺前先多啲嘢講嘛，平時想同你傾偈多啲。」881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4f2HzcmvhT
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他試圖解釋。881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOqR1CP19sZ
881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNYfZbs96GE
「係咩？但我想我哋三個一齊傾偈多啲喎。」881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXRMOgzte5N
881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL3JfhZO2ky
「好啦好啦，下次啦。」881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡURBRcwe6ug
881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTqxYqyfQvR
「你哋係咪有嘢瞞住我？」881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNkmycR5AVj
881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiLqhc33yhA
她又怔怔地看着他，神色和語氣像極了思思，說話時也轉着大眼珠，酒窩隨臉部肌肉擺動而出現；他稍稍冷靜，果真是母女。881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv5wwfUoCSt
881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAfi06rXRhN
「點敢啊小公主？」881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMlD0exu2FT
881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqIDtABiayC
「哼，呢啲係我女人嘅直覺嚟！」881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFcTzqNzLMo
881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3ahBdg9jmn
「人細鬼大呀你，咁早就女人直覺？邊個教你㗎？」881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5ROgMz9YYL
881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX9XI2DkiMo
「媽咪囉，佢話當你第一吓覺得有啲嘢係真，通常都係真嘅——女人嘅直覺就係咁。」棉花糖又沉思：881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJB04ceSt1B
881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5yTa6O8Bdt
「但係上次你唔舒服嘔，媽咪好緊張你㗎喎，喺廁所出面走面走嚟走去、斟暖水俾你。」881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiaL1p2Qbdl
881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh5pXmPQFCy
甚麼時候？最後，是思思着棉花糖遞杯給他。881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUEkUGsNcmJ
881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf6g8I7QX80
「係啊，所以我哋超級好，都冇嘢瞞你。」881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3XX90OFczE
881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaGZaEO6wlU
阿朗順着她的話給自己一個台階，將她的中文補充打開到新的一頁。881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9BiKLLkvs3
881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUfBLeq0EDG
「好啦，信你㗎啦。我繼續做功課啦先。」881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡExCtC1JMbL
881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEpJdp2JYUc
她不再與他多講。881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNQTzuc5lga
881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsmjAUxvi3O
很明顯嗎？這真的是一個大問題嗎？連棉花糖也認為二人不妥？
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