現在,他看着嘉欣,好像更理解思思的意思。635Please respect copyright.PENANAsvDPxRRKPO
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閉眼想,佔有慾強的他也寧願思思鍾愛另一個人,也不願看她喪命,在時間中凋萎。635Please respect copyright.PENANAALwrS4u8Bl
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「佢都唔會想見到你咁樣嘅。」635Please respect copyright.PENANAbDsJdTRqNV
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阿朗不太懂得安慰女生,不知應該說什麼才能令她好一點:635Please respect copyright.PENANA8IaDvdqeYj
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「或者,宜家盡情喊啦。」635Please respect copyright.PENANAvUOJzYUvRR
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嘉欣的眉毛幾乎併攏,以手掩面,深深閉眼。635Please respect copyright.PENANAhfay7F5tyX
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其實,她已經每日如常生活。每日,穿起裇衫西裙,在巴士上層第一排側頭看樓宇和商舖後退,有電腦螢幕陪她與鍵盤馳騁,看到彩光在眼中色散分離,回家,將隱形眼鏡隨便脫下,第二天就變成了寶石,打開冰箱,看到早已餣好的瘦肉,照顧兒子吃飯,替他蓋被,她擱下花灑塗上護髮素,將全家的污衣放進洗衣機。635Please respect copyright.PENANAak7eWcAAJt
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在無光客廳坐下,看着電視不知名的畫面,耳聽洗衣機轉動的聲音。635Please respect copyright.PENANAOCbZbS1G8b
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一下、一下。635Please respect copyright.PENANApclr5z6HxS
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她又流淚,為這如常——這大概,是Hin想見到的吧,那麼,她就讓他見到。635Please respect copyright.PENANACpS0qureIw
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只是她知道,有些東西永遠沒有完、沒有圓,終於她獨自攤睡在雙人床,輕輕地和空的一側說:635Please respect copyright.PENANAejPEwa9wpl
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「早唞啦,老公。」635Please respect copyright.PENANAT3CruLj3Hz
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世事古難全,但願人長久。635Please respect copyright.PENANAPXshSEx8B3
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千里共嬋娟。635Please respect copyright.PENANADLO0tOR71v
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峰仔拍了拍她的肩,然後帶她離去,與阿朗一起下班。635Please respect copyright.PENANAq5WNqgAN4v
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送走她後,他們沉默地走在路上。635Please respect copyright.PENANABzL2ZHT2YL
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阿朗加快步速,回家。635Please respect copyright.PENANALUc95fW3eG
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這裏的太多太多人,無聲無息地教導了他要好好活着。每次,他為遺體執容,都默默慶幸自己的手腳跟從他的意志,而非沒有生氣,他還可以踏出停屍間,穿梳化妝房,快速經過能聽見哭聲的入殮走廊。635Please respect copyright.PENANAVAvFhA20XQ
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他深呼吸,女性的聲音交替地在腦海出現,最後,想到萬一有天他死去,會怎樣。635Please respect copyright.PENANAN0fm2IycHV
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慢慢,他也很珍惜自己的生活。635Please respect copyright.PENANA5Mfg5Z69mZ
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無論是現在死去,還是多過幾年後,或者即使是幾十年後。635Please respect copyright.PENANAxXgOEu2gAn
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他還活着。635Please respect copyright.PENANAZQZxdt3yad
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思思一定會傷心,對吧?635Please respect copyright.PENANADfU3vhvRdV
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抑或,無論如何,他一想到自己要離開人世,就完全放心不下她,她會怎樣?也會跟嘉欣一樣奮力地支撐乏力的身體嗎?635Please respect copyright.PENANAsgZE8QdmO7
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那是多麼憔悴的面容啊。635Please respect copyright.PENANA5p4CGGKvY3
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可是,正因如此,他的心臟仍然跳動,頭腦仍然運轉,清醒地意識到他在這人間。他有牽掛。635Please respect copyright.PENANAQaZfcZH575
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看,多奇怪。635Please respect copyright.PENANAEZ3YAaZFop
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明明說珍惜生活、好好活着,第一個主觀感受是「好煩」,珍惜生活,卻沒有珍惜生活中身邊人的舉動,只在內心默唸、憂愁、後退。635Please respect copyright.PENANAHQpGuCLPeO
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那麼多心理活動,然後獨得自己知道,有何用?配上四十五度向上仰望天空,更值得感慨,是否?635Please respect copyright.PENANAi9kPY6HJaR
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演什麼悲情戲?已過偶像劇主角的年紀。635Please respect copyright.PENANALE3ZyxoWoE
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阿朗還有視力,應該要坐在褐色沙發上接過思思遞過來的遙控以轉台;他還有聽力,應該要走在清風徐來的海濱聽她鬼馬地叫他注意前方的小情侶;他還有嗅覺,應該要偷偷笑她單手叉腰炒出來的菜是香得將他從房間趕出;他還有温度,應該要深切又纏綿地從癡迷的姿勢實現熱織的約誓。635Please respect copyright.PENANAb2LqpNY4tB
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他們還有感知愛的能力,應該要表達和接收對方真正所想。635Please respect copyright.PENANAlkd06G4HkG
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是嗎?635Please respect copyright.PENANAXKRfCeOTMk
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有能力不用,保留作甚?635Please respect copyright.PENANARbuxPbX5UQ
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難道只要在喪禮上身穿素衣、跪下自責痛哭,讓人將如此姿態收盡眼底再為你心酸,才足夠圓滿?635Please respect copyright.PENANA15x4xnzwOk
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圓滿,是在有生一天盡情擁有所擁有的,不再花不知何時終結的時間去做違心事,譬如朝露,去日苦多——635Please respect copyright.PENANAJaJBM2KLIR
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「不要等到天上俯瞰」嘛,心知所言所行必留遺憾,就不要再繼續吧,時間的觀念總不斷變遷,平板支撐的一分鐘令人經歷季節之久,但臨死前的最後一小時卻是短促的,仿佛要滔淫不絕才能將所有事說清;可是,還是有很多東西是用口說不清的。635Please respect copyright.PENANAHma79jjGCn
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阿朗回家,見到思思母親,喚了一喚她:635Please respect copyright.PENANAqBbSaUNM2g
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「岳母。」635Please respect copyright.PENANAq7BBnYzvjM
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「阿朗,放工啦?」635Please respect copyright.PENANAp3eVWnZeRu
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她扭頭看他,然後繼續炒菜。635Please respect copyright.PENANASsNKOtlkGf
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「係。」635Please respect copyright.PENANAeguVJKnVxx
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「阿女叫我睇多陣棉花糖先,佢今日要遲啲收工。」635Please respect copyright.PENANA2h3bSO9Cnr
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「哦哦,係?辛苦哂。」635Please respect copyright.PENANAVS7JxWvyY5
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「你哋最近點啊?」635Please respect copyright.PENANAigOVHYgyCP
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「OK啊,咪又係咁,你呢?最近凍番啲,小心身體。」635Please respect copyright.PENANAjyEiDcL4fn
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寒喧幾句,棉花糖也出來叫他進房,去看看她做功課:635Please respect copyright.PENANAsg1wS8CgtB
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「差幾多本啊?」635Please respect copyright.PENANAPwecYPoI5E
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「一張worksheet,兩本補充,一份默書改正,爸爸你喺度簽個名吖!」635Please respect copyright.PENANATXpDM1n7x8
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她打開首頁,指住第七欄的空格。635Please respect copyright.PENANANjgjatwSkq
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「九十八分,叻喎。」他摸了摸她的頭。635Please respect copyright.PENANAU4yQBn07Pj
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「但好多人都一百分,我攞唔到貼紙。」635Please respect copyright.PENANA0PSBSM8mxM
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只有滿分才能拿到貼在簿封的卡通貼紙,相比起高分,她更喜歡貼紙。635Please respect copyright.PENANAmyzsbyXJyt
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「唔緊要啦,下次再小心啲。」635Please respect copyright.PENANAf9QH8GwoIv
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他打開看,只錯了一些不小心的地方。635Please respect copyright.PENANAi6EVb9rjJy
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「嗯!我差一張就可以換原芯筆啦。」635Please respect copyright.PENANAE5RB7bLvg3
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棉花糖真的可愛——635Please respect copyright.PENANApJ3eWuJwrv
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阿朗感歎,無論他和思思發生了什麼,或者不能發生什麼,棉花糖仍然快樂地成長,專心學習,培養自身興趣,比他昔日自律多了;沒有被他們這些麻煩的大人污染。635Please respect copyright.PENANAoBdimWXR57
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能有這樣的孩子,應不應該暗自歸功於二人是好父母呢?635Please respect copyright.PENANAPRIeVaqT2d
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棉花糖冷不防地問:635Please respect copyright.PENANA8y6JEBbEAs
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「你同媽咪做咩咁少一齊嘅?」635Please respect copyright.PENANAA1PYvuPmNV
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阿朗嚇了一嚇,這是事實,但應該不是很明顯吧,忽然心虛。635Please respect copyright.PENANA1as1EJZcho
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「好少一齊咩?唔會啊。」635Please respect copyright.PENANAFTv5WK8tCh
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「會啊!明明你哋之前都差唔多時間番到屋企,又會拖拖攬攬,仲叫我唔好同男仔咁樣添!635Please respect copyright.PENANAmbqvsJAmwz
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一齊食飯,你哋都淨係同我講嘢,都唔理對方嘅……會嘅,有時夾吓餸俾大家囉,但我同我啲同學都會咁做㗎啦,仲多嘢講過你哋添。」635Please respect copyright.PENANAylJe1EZXIN
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小孩子心思極度澄明,大人總覺得自己很聰明,卻不知道小朋友心思單純,可感的比大人更直觀。635Please respect copyright.PENANA5hIfh0f02s
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「我哋夜晚瞓覺前先多啲嘢講嘛,平時想同你傾偈多啲。」635Please respect copyright.PENANAzZZC2QsTSc
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他試圖解釋。635Please respect copyright.PENANA46gcFb4uwp
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「係咩?但我想我哋三個一齊傾偈多啲喎。」635Please respect copyright.PENANA0On46Z6qEP
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「好啦好啦,下次啦。」635Please respect copyright.PENANAGH37esi30h
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「你哋係咪有嘢瞞住我?」635Please respect copyright.PENANADCdbNAwDMy
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她又怔怔地看着他,神色和語氣像極了思思,說話時也轉着大眼珠,酒窩隨臉部肌肉擺動而出現;他稍稍冷靜,果真是母女。635Please respect copyright.PENANAW6jncDVpai
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「點敢啊小公主?」635Please respect copyright.PENANAXV01eQDSRl
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「哼,呢啲係我女人嘅直覺嚟!」635Please respect copyright.PENANAFUUTbhMNte
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「人細鬼大呀你,咁早就女人直覺?邊個教你㗎?」635Please respect copyright.PENANAaODksyEoGY
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「媽咪囉,佢話當你第一吓覺得有啲嘢係真,通常都係真嘅——女人嘅直覺就係咁。」棉花糖又沉思:635Please respect copyright.PENANAJUHzznaRF4
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「但係上次你唔舒服嘔,媽咪好緊張你㗎喎,喺廁所出面走面走嚟走去、斟暖水俾你。」635Please respect copyright.PENANAi4upMVKYAH
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甚麼時候?最後,是思思着棉花糖遞杯給他。635Please respect copyright.PENANAj3t5DMKye4
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「係啊,所以我哋超級好,都冇嘢瞞你。」635Please respect copyright.PENANAc9SlF6b31T
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阿朗順着她的話給自己一個台階,將她的中文補充打開到新的一頁。635Please respect copyright.PENANAoAuoVtAkhL
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「好啦,信你㗎啦。我繼續做功課啦先。」635Please respect copyright.PENANAGqR3JEDSRZ
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她不再與他多講。635Please respect copyright.PENANA60Qu4ziajE
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很明顯嗎?這真的是一個大問題嗎?連棉花糖也認為二人不妥?