思思母親笑，深深地看了他們一眼，不作聲的繼續進食。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7BSIxIE0z3
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW1RMLO7ZNf
棉花糖落座：887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡastMeJ2feM
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdDTFXlaluK
「哇！今日食蝦，好耶！」887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA25GBATP7z
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsDYCgxkqb9
「係啊，婆婆煮得好好食㗎，你食多啲啦。」887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN7hKBZAN5X
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqiav6tKtZv
阿朗將一隻蝦從思思處遞給棉花糖的口；他剝了很多隻蝦，放在思思的碟子裏，這是他的習慣，風雨不改——就算岳母是否在此，他都如此，像洗澡步驟一樣都植入了血液之中。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw4pM5g5dCg
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhscNYLyfyH
同你一齊食飯，我從來都冇剝過蝦。你話，呢啲嘢應該係你做嘅，叫我專心食飯。其實，我覺得咁樣太「公主」；偏偏，我好鍾意你幫我剝殻個樣。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkVK5k0Rbf9
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSf52jp42Nh
「好食好食，仲好食過媽咪煮！」887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWcp3hLDZGb
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3BmoEmLjb0
「嗚，有咗婆婆就唔要我啦，悅思小朋友，我對你好失望。」887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgueP6CpBsP
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM4rIzmxJiA
「媽咪煮就一百分，婆婆煮就一百零一分，你哋都有貼紙，一樣咁叻。」887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvMuFEq1Gvy
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZhUAePGRLy
棉花糖燦笑；然後，她就親吻了他倆的臉頰：887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO0pSVPrNPC
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUk8gYVsPTm
「吸住印先啦！」887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsxZCCFOC8D
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQSotLQzkfZ
「喂喂，我呢，隻蝦我剝同餵㗎喎。」887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdshCQTvjQD
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7MhQwIbSYk
阿朗假裝委屈，將臉偏向棉花糖索吻。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnFd1wkB1ci
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpVXK8vG6Je
「你又話唔可以亂咁錫男仔嘅——」她見他想發話，趕忙說：「不過爸爸唔同！」887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ86VAOT2INh
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWaozSCleMG
又在他的臉上親吻了一下。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWVQx4ril57
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwWI6DlmYC6
「真係抵錫。」887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXDD9DlaOsP
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmSgUD7Wb6U
「我要睇媽咪錫爸爸！爸爸都剝咗蝦俾你，你要多謝番佢。」887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6GXSqZzEmV
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9nA42X36KS
思思故親了阿朗。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1zgWQJWe9g
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzyVgXghode
「唔係錫面，老公老婆要錫嘴。」887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7icsHQ8cpp
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX2WAxlIbom
「睇少啲電視啊，仲有，就算你要多謝人，都唔好亂錫。」887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbTDos2Bu6m
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlOasiWVAZF
「我緊係知道啦。見你哋平時咁少錫，所以先叫你哋咋嘛，我上次見同學啲爸爸媽媽都好癡纏，真係冇眼睇；同你哋好唔同。」887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbHCXpMcRKY
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU6vXHBcF9G
阿朗睄一睄思思母親，她正專心聆聽；他見狀，說：887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLWzgzINdFf
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ18WUz64kw
「平時有，你睇唔到咋嘛。係咪啊老婆？」887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvWyrhpxMpx
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmIHH5OD6DW
思思春意盎然，親吻他的嘴：887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo1y1YhVYJU
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4lIKrv7Wzt
「係。」887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrCgwYYvdhH
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ54OIEIP1D6
「好耶！我睇到啦！婆婆你都睇到啦。」887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb5e5mNzPF7
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6fahuGSneI
思思母親說：887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfnbNj7nywe
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgkeRA8jt3m
「棉花糖乖，快啲食啦，就嚟凍啦啲餸。」887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAvQ8xeAgJN
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw6aeOZgoQh
「好！」887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNixurXWZdo
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEdtiDhdJiN
阿朗和思思對望，交換了一個「真係冇你符」的眼神，自覺過關，舒心地對對方笑。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqcjXqdIdxK
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzHbjd2GgLU
事實上，有了棉花糖這樣一說，整個氣氛也在不知不覺間和諧了很多，他們的肢體習慣早已在骨肉植根，稍一看對方身子傾側的角度，就會自動回應，與裝不裝、演不演無關，不過是一種愛的習性。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAlb2sIs05p
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWa9hfmj62Y
他們吃完。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg2Biy9ATrA
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl3g2UrojHi
「女，入嚟，幫我洗個大鑊吖。」887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBBRexpHubR
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbHnX8kwELj
「哦，好啊。」887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm2zO1BK4at
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpoEKnM1Rjm
思思母親擠了兩滴洗潔精，用海綿起泡，問：887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwvPvOyng69
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKInOBwdQsD
「你哋做咩事？」887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXstGK0ouPP
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwaq7QC48vz
思思的心「咯噔」了一下，她下意識知道母親所謂何事，心虛的人都是這樣的。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPlyf5xKjXS
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡto0g2IJY3P
「咩咩事？」887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4NrQ5F0bus
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiiAbdIifcU
「你同阿朗呀，嘈完交嚟？」887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpD8PzGVNzE
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrJIuYKKSRL
「邊有，我哋不知幾好。」887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU2rXgK2Lmy
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcz3wnDJng7
思思否認，他們也真的沒有吵架。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhwkrJpr89p
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0oMUQ0qFBm
「唔洗瞞我啦，你哋兩個怪怪哋，後尾係好自然，但一開頭好似好心虛咁喎；講俾我聽啦？」887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHpBpJ7pYeB
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxMitZLVlzJ
母親將頭靠在思思的肩上，語氣放軟。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVGrss6z7st
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFZ9iulChFn
「冇啊……」887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDeZS7axVMQ
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPuIJY8BjUI
思思的母親不說話，開水洗乾淨手，然後擁抱思思：887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLuK1Ox7naT
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfLK8yEeYHw
「做咩啊？我覺得你唔太開心喎，阿朗對你唔好？」反覆掃掃她的背，如同當年阿朗與思思爭執後，母親察覺，以懷柔政策令她開口；經年已過，她的年歲增長，但依然永遠是母親的女兒，血親不棄。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡutcXO3cnIr
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEnsaZ2ELPn
「冇啊冇啊，佢對我好好。」887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOee8xtdZSF
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy18bJ3QTK8
「咁你做咩喊？」887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9696cuRkne
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiYibmDqP7F
思思是「特定淚失禁」體質，她平時正正常常，情緒平和、沉默冷靜，可是，當她對着親近的人，或者面對親厚的關心，就會很容易流眼淚，或者哽咽——是一鍋開了大火的水，滾到鍋外漏到爐火裏去。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSBXze6FORn
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGCph0jQJuq
可能因為傷心、委屈，又或者因為滿足、感動。所以熟悉她的人會笑她是一個「喊包」。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0jOIIsbfEW
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK1MQeU7H74
此刻，她收到母親的擁抱。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGbOI4zJ5dJ
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡntwFtudwWW
她矯情。已經很久，沒有人真切地問她過得好不好、開不開心、幸不幸福，沒有人關心也是正常的吧？畢竟，她每日都人模狗樣的光鮮亮麗，並不允許街外人察覺到她的任何不妥，何況她覺得自己應該要懂得自我排解——已經有穩定工作、温馨家庭，還想怎樣？哇，去看看非洲的兒童吧，已是何其幸運。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqqGAs6C5cY
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJpnTXpt9vV
但無論身在何處，一分鐘也等於六十秒。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvsmLwWEi2n
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ706gEM2LCU
她脆弱。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOfsxMhrRnL
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ091cvPhnTK
尤其現在，一句簡單的問候，足夠褪下一抹國王的衣服，赤裸地呈現有生理分泌佐證的情緒。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMdg7nqeoCx
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkgw2fdltjb
「唔係啊唔係啊，我哋真係仲好好㗎。」887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjYvwOI3l9v
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ94OrQVdrou
她努力的笑，意指他們真的沒有什麼不好的事，只是沒有好起來，想令母親不用擔心，反正只是他倆的小事。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWQH7mioZEb
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLve5wrWDwy
「坦白啲。」887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtcLg5kVAeV
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxjSRaWMFnF
「嗯……」887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeed6qkTXpA
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBzh8WT2XRN
思思說，他們不夠以前親密，總想逃避；關心是淺薄的，卻不因敷衍，而是不能再深厚了。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB8qaYR22XS
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXDhIYC5RwZ
「你哋冇溝通喎，呢個係最大問題。」887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlVI9Ey6RoO
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlD6lph5KuG
「嗯嗯……我講唔出口。」887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnrY1iULUFr
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBMP6VPDrzy
「有咩講唔出喎？你哋都咁多年啦，如果卡住喺呢個位，唔上唔落，你唔講，佢唔講，咁就一世㗎啦。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsL6zPqk8bj
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTBcwcamp3Q
係，係有好多夫妻都係咁，但係你係咪想同阿朗都係咁？」887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdoFplK74SD
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFNWeRVNfY9
「但係萬一、萬一佢唔係咁諗呢？我講咗出嚟番唔到轉頭咁點？」887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiluJbolQ8W
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiFWGn53Unw
萬一阿朗覺得現在就不錯呢？如果她說出來，就給了他一種無形的壓力，好像逼使他演戲一樣，要求他更盡心盡力的活在她的霓虹燈下。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2oZlwhnswY
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQIluMWzfXN
「冇㗎，睇你肯唔肯試㗎咋。如果你哋唔傾、唔溝通——咁真嘅，就算你哋感情差都係自己攞嚟嘅——我就冇見過溝通失敗嘅，會有真正好嘅關係囉。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTt9zrCXNrc
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt7ZhCjbogu
我諗，你都唔想啦。維穩喎？咁每個月俾家用、做家務、凑吓仔，咁就一世？冇問題呀，你甘心就得。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLw90UYsFFV
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN3H8uYILv9
但如果唔係，就唔好繼續啦。你啱先都見到㗎啦，棉花糖都好似話你哋唔夠人哋煙韌喎，佢遲早睇得出更多嘢。無論為咗咩都好，你哋三個都要好，咁就得啦；而且你有心，有心就去做，等咩？」887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvJGFCELpmz
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT98ztlTbzk
「嗯。」887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnM7TOPxNtl
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWIe66Ikr9y
思思打回原形，是昔日無知天真的乖巧女兒，被母親柔聲輔導。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxakmA3Yl6R
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuP4iyPQB5p
「得㗎啦，我信你哋搞得掂，其實都咁多年，點會唔係愛。你估男人對住一個女人咁多年好爽咩？不過未必係最初嗰種感情啦，可能更加深厚呢。」887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlLnH4dplqy
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ39GeJmXnXu
「嗯，我明㗎啦。」887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuwKBZ0Jmit
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhEmusaoggh
思思自覺幸運，就算她的原生家庭不算完滿，但是父母親仍十分疼惜她；所以，她也擁有很多很多的愛來施予，毫不吝嗇。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8KONs0m4wf
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5rhG1Pby0m
她送走母親，在浴室細思她的話。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6vYBGscr60
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8W8pTLTiJV
確實，他們溝通不良，一段溝通失敗的關係是否不配有好的結局？887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2WEnpiZhvG
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqDl004Lr3D
但什麼是結局？什麼是好的結局？無論答案是什麼也好，她也覺得，他們真的要好好交談了。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAnce4K6bk7
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXi9s80xb8h
理智地想，餘生漫漫來日方長，不應將自己困在一個了無生氣的居所中，似有還無地回避愛，早衰枯萎。雖然，幸福不一定要由別人給予，只要願意，也可以自給自足美麗盛放，但是，她需要他，需要他的愛，這是她的幸福。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVmTYhOcOs6
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj0KkWpOK0S
而且，這樣的相敬如賓、舉案齊眉，日子久了還是會有冷落的破綻，小如棉花糖，大如思思母親，絕對察覺。人演戲，最怕讓人知道自己在演，更怕自己知道別人已識穿自己，然後裝作若無其事地看這個笨拙的秀場。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpR8s1E6xDq
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi4tmpCnCJN
那麼，為何不直接真情實感？887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVx45xkNICf
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj9uWYbjRTQ
感性而言，誰願意每日不夠快樂地過活？看那街上多的是行屍走肉，非其所願！忘記了當日雄心壯志地畫了一幅幅理想藍圖嗎，怎麼化成清晨的露水被早班車的提示被太陽蒸發？887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIIJr1OvCGZ
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmL8H5UDZTK
不是說過——887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEm5KoQx8g3
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJHJ9FjRVMe
客棧，明明冷清，不必假裝温暖，名之曰「家」。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH9pyFPA0X6
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsjoiJbxYZJ
家是家。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ52rhhmA65H
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcgWVfBmCoF
她要和最愛的人走進婚姻。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0CFf6V6D1r
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp7m21pw8S2
他肯定，他與那些大人不一樣。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIrcjXe1QdC
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUMZ70sxsU9
他承諾，絕不食言。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRvoYuVzpVp
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtW745RrGQj
當初，是他們要成家，想要自我構成一個温暖居室，緊握自由，面對難關不放手，不顧世俗的指點和教化；這種不凡的故事，怎麼，要隨便收尾嗎？以「平淡生活」作結？887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl48EPml3bh
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6C9wFzGN7L
這是爛尾，這是揸流攤，這是對自己的不負責任。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIufVrPnCHC
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9suMBqvRFC
因為，明明，他們有首尾呼應的能力。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ7Zmepccf8
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrtWMxjHeVA
如果渴望，如果愛，不要退縮；為何越活越倒退，將膽小怯懦說成謹慎成熟？887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAUwWws9llk
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIm2oXlFB5F
想人生有限杯啊。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoKTXf2rjju
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxTQK7nxUJc
如果明天醒不來，如果再不會看得到明日的太陽和月亮，抱憾嗎？887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW8taFDT4wP
Penana
search
Loginarrow_drop_down
Registerarrow_drop_down
