思思母親笑，深深地看了他們一眼，不作聲的繼續進食。839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUzsJpRDCDG
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棉花糖落座：839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnrCJPJbR9m
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「哇！今日食蝦，好耶！」839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWUkbSS8JQs
839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfqaT4JIOvV
「係啊，婆婆煮得好好食㗎，你食多啲啦。」839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFP4lsFDieS
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阿朗將一隻蝦從思思處遞給棉花糖的口；他剝了很多隻蝦，放在思思的碟子裏，這是他的習慣，風雨不改——就算岳母是否在此，他都如此，像洗澡步驟一樣都植入了血液之中。839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlzLZwwJb6l
839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIVU9DsMPmZ
同你一齊食飯，我從來都冇剝過蝦。你話，呢啲嘢應該係你做嘅，叫我專心食飯。其實，我覺得咁樣太「公主」；偏偏，我好鍾意你幫我剝殻個樣。839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2XrihMnb9c
839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEM2DehJwbt
「好食好食，仲好食過媽咪煮！」839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpuLlSUkwlv
839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGbdyRXWdoI
「嗚，有咗婆婆就唔要我啦，悅思小朋友，我對你好失望。」839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKtSsOJMIxI
839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI6mJz4vUQi
「媽咪煮就一百分，婆婆煮就一百零一分，你哋都有貼紙，一樣咁叻。」839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjqdJlKPBrM
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棉花糖燦笑；然後，她就親吻了他倆的臉頰：839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIKyGZ7VKyQ
839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmvKei3vzsN
「吸住印先啦！」839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6iKu9anxHs
839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdCAIoLMDmp
「喂喂，我呢，隻蝦我剝同餵㗎喎。」839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0kNgXyY3Im
839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDQIh78gfBV
阿朗假裝委屈，將臉偏向棉花糖索吻。839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsWrHQKh40B
839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlQsm6OqD7e
「你又話唔可以亂咁錫男仔嘅——」她見他想發話，趕忙說：「不過爸爸唔同！」839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxHKs5LEQdK
839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4gCxVFGFie
又在他的臉上親吻了一下。839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhgtr77ibub
839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGb83MdQMqx
「真係抵錫。」839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXT71KzHENT
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「我要睇媽咪錫爸爸！爸爸都剝咗蝦俾你，你要多謝番佢。」839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG0tZsG4U6e
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思思故親了阿朗。839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD8JuDVysyR
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「唔係錫面，老公老婆要錫嘴。」839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLMKfazZAuu
839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvSDhaXURGA
「睇少啲電視啊，仲有，就算你要多謝人，都唔好亂錫。」839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwmGZPF7yjv
839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxBGc3xkYIW
「我緊係知道啦。見你哋平時咁少錫，所以先叫你哋咋嘛，我上次見同學啲爸爸媽媽都好癡纏，真係冇眼睇；同你哋好唔同。」839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIYYyjChUtz
839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ1Jz0xcWd0
阿朗睄一睄思思母親，她正專心聆聽；他見狀，說：839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2zWDz5dQ73
839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoSspSYxRf8
「平時有，你睇唔到咋嘛。係咪啊老婆？」839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIUn8eD0jWZ
839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcEGvGeszqu
思思春意盎然，親吻他的嘴：839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1T9ewjdT9R
839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM4FG7k4rzm
「係。」839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkcee6bmZhk
839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxdV6pccCrt
「好耶！我睇到啦！婆婆你都睇到啦。」839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlKvIQa3Uum
839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyi0hOpFrR9
思思母親說：839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgK7ZN87bXy
839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6GQpe6gOKo
「棉花糖乖，快啲食啦，就嚟凍啦啲餸。」839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4I7h33tyOl
839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6vrin1ENKl
「好！」839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrlvQJDKXoE
839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwMMFZWwBn2
阿朗和思思對望，交換了一個「真係冇你符」的眼神，自覺過關，舒心地對對方笑。839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS59H244JEm
839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVdXtDxPHFr
事實上，有了棉花糖這樣一說，整個氣氛也在不知不覺間和諧了很多，他們的肢體習慣早已在骨肉植根，稍一看對方身子傾側的角度，就會自動回應，與裝不裝、演不演無關，不過是一種愛的習性。839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmNZY8fCPH7
839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7NjgJReWUA
他們吃完。839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvZKV359z49
839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7ibkIIPpdP
「女，入嚟，幫我洗個大鑊吖。」839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIFGXDJyjWn
839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdWkFKt9cJq
「哦，好啊。」839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxyrHGzsolV
839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLyN3qEmQa5
思思母親擠了兩滴洗潔精，用海綿起泡，問：839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEdeywnESS4
839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4omJAFZTEn
「你哋做咩事？」839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKnHdwaUqLO
839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAhmmD4EqR8
思思的心「咯噔」了一下，她下意識知道母親所謂何事，心虛的人都是這樣的。839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoRrmrjSSid
839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYle5Yj6Imi
「咩咩事？」839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0i2iuDODHo
839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZycCEoMXHH
「你同阿朗呀，嘈完交嚟？」839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ15inegzMNC
839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJW3gLtqgk9
「邊有，我哋不知幾好。」839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlVw3EQbFmb
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思思否認，他們也真的沒有吵架。839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ31E5Ry3XwE
839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIayn95dWok
「唔洗瞞我啦，你哋兩個怪怪哋，後尾係好自然，但一開頭好似好心虛咁喎；講俾我聽啦？」839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDcccZJ0aLj
839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC8GOeCwL7Q
母親將頭靠在思思的肩上，語氣放軟。839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrlFpi5uvzx
839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI48nOPEhKh
「冇啊……」839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUwnQT6FVmh
839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPrsvcIcIMy
思思的母親不說話，開水洗乾淨手，然後擁抱思思：839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ89NmX56POF
839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgKdaS7qips
「做咩啊？我覺得你唔太開心喎，阿朗對你唔好？」反覆掃掃她的背，如同當年阿朗與思思爭執後，母親察覺，以懷柔政策令她開口；經年已過，她的年歲增長，但依然永遠是母親的女兒，血親不棄。839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0dEohS0uWi
839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5AtelYGsnC
「冇啊冇啊，佢對我好好。」839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfQWXSUqCXI
839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBxPLF0gOHe
「咁你做咩喊？」839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfZrK6jFIye
839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEgAVmE7XCv
思思是「特定淚失禁」體質，她平時正正常常，情緒平和、沉默冷靜，可是，當她對着親近的人，或者面對親厚的關心，就會很容易流眼淚，或者哽咽——是一鍋開了大火的水，滾到鍋外漏到爐火裏去。839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGxvE5xPFk2
839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXK2K5KXFmg
可能因為傷心、委屈，又或者因為滿足、感動。所以熟悉她的人會笑她是一個「喊包」。839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwruPkqI9x5
839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgwYQFJD7uZ
此刻，她收到母親的擁抱。839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwqlkxyFXAO
839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAV1GC67QOv
她矯情。已經很久，沒有人真切地問她過得好不好、開不開心、幸不幸福，沒有人關心也是正常的吧？畢竟，她每日都人模狗樣的光鮮亮麗，並不允許街外人察覺到她的任何不妥，何況她覺得自己應該要懂得自我排解——已經有穩定工作、温馨家庭，還想怎樣？哇，去看看非洲的兒童吧，已是何其幸運。839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCljheLylYA
839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ9mT3wT6qX
但無論身在何處，一分鐘也等於六十秒。839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA7DSBFA3ct
839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu85PgMU57O
她脆弱。839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ10mMuH8j73
839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoEX2lXkzdN
尤其現在，一句簡單的問候，足夠褪下一抹國王的衣服，赤裸地呈現有生理分泌佐證的情緒。839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT3m49NRA5M
839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxKKrKRBuoV
「唔係啊唔係啊，我哋真係仲好好㗎。」839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4pdZ4oMzUf
839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL8L329NC80
她努力的笑，意指他們真的沒有什麼不好的事，只是沒有好起來，想令母親不用擔心，反正只是他倆的小事。839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZHfQ6n0uPA
839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ6nhTEOEIP
「坦白啲。」839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzhBLXsMlcE
839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwpcGv3pAfC
「嗯……」839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYDVDYPLP9d
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思思說，他們不夠以前親密，總想逃避；關心是淺薄的，卻不因敷衍，而是不能再深厚了。839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcjDLJve0JE
839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn39RiEQwpn
「你哋冇溝通喎，呢個係最大問題。」839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqoPIqaEnqL
839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBDNvsnQhsu
「嗯嗯……我講唔出口。」839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnHiRTNWRKu
839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8s5yfzkdgF
「有咩講唔出喎？你哋都咁多年啦，如果卡住喺呢個位，唔上唔落，你唔講，佢唔講，咁就一世㗎啦。839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpeTfiOmnPV
839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXUfDAz7beN
係，係有好多夫妻都係咁，但係你係咪想同阿朗都係咁？」839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLpHq64m2iX
839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnSvpt1CUMn
「但係萬一、萬一佢唔係咁諗呢？我講咗出嚟番唔到轉頭咁點？」839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUpYdWuPrTM
839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDOfPGq91yd
萬一阿朗覺得現在就不錯呢？如果她說出來，就給了他一種無形的壓力，好像逼使他演戲一樣，要求他更盡心盡力的活在她的霓虹燈下。839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDD9w1nRp5B
839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE8i3gGZ6sh
「冇㗎，睇你肯唔肯試㗎咋。如果你哋唔傾、唔溝通——咁真嘅，就算你哋感情差都係自己攞嚟嘅——我就冇見過溝通失敗嘅，會有真正好嘅關係囉。839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU80qbQ2ZM0
839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm0tqTDWojz
我諗，你都唔想啦。維穩喎？咁每個月俾家用、做家務、凑吓仔，咁就一世？冇問題呀，你甘心就得。839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡME9sUPFxuH
839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHYADIAMN4J
但如果唔係，就唔好繼續啦。你啱先都見到㗎啦，棉花糖都好似話你哋唔夠人哋煙韌喎，佢遲早睇得出更多嘢。無論為咗咩都好，你哋三個都要好，咁就得啦；而且你有心，有心就去做，等咩？」839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdG6FA15PNA
839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdTb3E9BOtX
「嗯。」839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYeplYNlPM3
839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQy3Pw2krCu
思思打回原形，是昔日無知天真的乖巧女兒，被母親柔聲輔導。839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMDUbgY9ANj
839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1Cqw5qjqMH
「得㗎啦，我信你哋搞得掂，其實都咁多年，點會唔係愛。你估男人對住一個女人咁多年好爽咩？不過未必係最初嗰種感情啦，可能更加深厚呢。」839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9XMNhpWs4I
839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNs0dRItiQZ
「嗯，我明㗎啦。」839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlPKAfP7jHN
839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ6CJ5we4Tv
思思自覺幸運，就算她的原生家庭不算完滿，但是父母親仍十分疼惜她；所以，她也擁有很多很多的愛來施予，毫不吝嗇。839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8A5T6Xri4A
839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwlYZYC7Nmo
她送走母親，在浴室細思她的話。839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpFC23HgaKy
839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrzS6GWknCy
確實，他們溝通不良，一段溝通失敗的關係是否不配有好的結局？839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYtQO5tD4jI
839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ60roY6JC6y
但什麼是結局？什麼是好的結局？無論答案是什麼也好，她也覺得，他們真的要好好交談了。839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFZqQwas1Iz
839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ71QwYHRx5w
理智地想，餘生漫漫來日方長，不應將自己困在一個了無生氣的居所中，似有還無地回避愛，早衰枯萎。雖然，幸福不一定要由別人給予，只要願意，也可以自給自足美麗盛放，但是，她需要他，需要他的愛，這是她的幸福。839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ0ZwVPVXrl
839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVI7RHQNnpa
而且，這樣的相敬如賓、舉案齊眉，日子久了還是會有冷落的破綻，小如棉花糖，大如思思母親，絕對察覺。人演戲，最怕讓人知道自己在演，更怕自己知道別人已識穿自己，然後裝作若無其事地看這個笨拙的秀場。839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡICFecbRbaH
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那麼，為何不直接真情實感？839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbvW0JkdXLb
839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF1qr8mkt4K
感性而言，誰願意每日不夠快樂地過活？看那街上多的是行屍走肉，非其所願！忘記了當日雄心壯志地畫了一幅幅理想藍圖嗎，怎麼化成清晨的露水被早班車的提示被太陽蒸發？839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNus8y4B8dM
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客棧，明明冷清，不必假裝温暖，名之曰「家」。839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbTHbY6REfJ
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她要和最愛的人走進婚姻。839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeKlUzXiAXO
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他肯定，他與那些大人不一樣。839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGRl6Xd31RT
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當初，是他們要成家，想要自我構成一個温暖居室，緊握自由，面對難關不放手，不顧世俗的指點和教化；這種不凡的故事，怎麼，要隨便收尾嗎？以「平淡生活」作結？839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpUglAQP1mq
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