「我今日化咗一個識嘅人。」796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRDByacWP7m
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「邊個？」796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9IcZMJOHqT
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刷牙的聲音不斷，在拭淨他的湛了消毒藥水氣味的指甲。796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBpUp6liG8X
796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAUGw5AY865
「以前同佢踢過吓波。佢係峰仔大學同學嘅老公。」796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡETq8ozTQsd
796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHuWlXX9exX
糞便「咚」的一聲跌進水中，她將廁所門打開。796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzJBNWwmIxS
796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmR8t25N97M
「噢……」796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxPm63l658J
796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM2ezMdlq1M
「佢同我哋差唔多大，但係，佢死咗。」796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqqoObZDH68
796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaQXaf8Tt7R
「嗯……」796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdZRrPoVjxj
796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB9S03kGYQn
她不知怎樣回應。以往，事不關己自然高高掛起，始終，人類的悲歡並不互通，即使聽見抱歉之事會惻然、會難受，但也不至於心痛，幾秒過後，情緒平緩；但如果亡者是所識者，不可淡然地說一句「生死有命」，聽到的人只會很憤怒。796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhavUsFks1F
796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb246ghQQG3
因為沒有。我命由我不由天，是否？796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoPHtSGXVUN
796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFwAlFGVY4Z
「佢同我哋差唔多大，」他重複：「佢係好人，但佢死咗。」796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQIlO2sajj6
796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSluB0NCOGY
她轉身，捽捽他的肩。796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEGF3pmQXzG
796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4Rk9NvJfwF
「點死？」796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡks5h4ugVoH
796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJJAmM81PEC
「交通意外。」796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡssjxOyGcfy
796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSs99gX2csx
「噢……」796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZJ2xtyhd6m
796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAQCbXJKJ9p
空間靜默，肚有些痛，身旁只有髮妻如常梳洗，談話內容悽楚，激起他動容：796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgTBAYgoyse
796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhZ12qHyNfg
「我唔想死。我好驚。」796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡajiBP8uHK1
796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1UOHASMiXd
她從鏡中看見他以手掩面，感覺他有心結：796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtKfefnG6Yk
796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtTFArzfBXc
「我都唔想你死。」796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ9F4Gs3eJc
796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp1Y5aY1ugK
他看着她的側面，大聲了一點點：796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡynneQklEE2
796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVtcByiA50m
「佢老婆喊得好慘。但係，你知唔知我第一吓唔好覺得佢好慘，係覺得你好慘。」796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMpi9Rfj8ca
796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsKpJeA9udg
她將漱口水吐出，不明白：796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3Iit293ZZX
796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ1N45CSQtK
「我有咩慘？」796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKVYHaoadeq
796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn6tsubekyR
「如果我死咗，我覺得你都會咁。」796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWx7m9H5KKJ
796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLApnjYXRPK
這是事實。796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEoeSJLhzzD
796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6vdlA1VsD4
「嗯。」796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlOyDsbVW9u
796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFyxEpV3PiK
她打開水龍頭，洗乾淨牙刷，空氣只有不規則水聲和些許異味，光的廁所照耀暗的客廳，詭異的配搭。796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcZAZtrL06M
796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk1csvCImmj
她肯定的說：「如果我死咗，你都會咁。」796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQzcUFJ2RCd
796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ78UCFVVowK
她轉身，看他，猛然發覺他的眼是紅的；她很少見他如此。796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa8obFuDGvV
796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU4z5bscT0M
以為，已接觸慣再無呼吸的美麗人兒，不會再有這種聯想；可是，他怕，若然天降橫禍，再無呼吸的是他，或者是她，那麼，他必然惱恨和嘲諷自己，明知、早已習慣生命脆弱，卻不能及時完成心中所想。這是他完整的憂愁的邏輯。796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFqcdTCoFv1
796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIbh1UBiFMM
他說：796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWvHQtXprAP
796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf9rWXJXbOS
「咁不如唔好死？或者，以後一齊死？」796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVsCZF71uij
796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3HLyTG8yb2
她突然覺得，他們要一起生、一起活；死亡只是一瞬間的事，但活着不是、生存不是。比起死，她想和他一起活：796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHZhgxWczVb
796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTEdUhGx4zY
「唔好講呢啲啦。我哋唔會無啦啦有事，好冇？」796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ72GhCjJL2e
796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5CNHPBqB1D
她的聲音像在哄小孩一樣，此刻他是小孩子，如同十八歲時說些大無畏的情話，同樣妙想天開；只是當時不知道，永遠是多遠。796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk1MZLvHURY
796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlWfSErYkfp
「唔得。我哋都唔好死。」796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcNt7orrvYi
796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡybIiNUYj5Q
他倔強。796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuaEkXFiaA0
796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnP2GshuBWH
其實，差一點點，他們就可以到達永遠——他們對望，試圖消除繁思俗想，經已共對十多年，生死面前無難事。796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyTBMphnkvf
796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb3WzmnrBoZ
幸好他們活着，他們有的，只是忽然的感慨，而不是血淋淋的事實。796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzhE3lhlDLw
796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWUJloG5Pns
她順從，也做回十八歲少女：796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxog3wu9fAA
796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJtacyBoadm
「好，我哋一齊煉丹，永遠長生不老。」796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBxcNQA0fpZ
796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡotOADpGJNY
「嗯。」796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrN6bBRj6e9
796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9Mx2rXuo7J
他終於滿意。796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd0Ysum2M6E
796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6l99lllZbp
不一定要長生不老，但長生不老的時間，足以他們將一切講清講楚，有多少說多少，有什麼說什麼，掏家掘穴。796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuFuAJCrMbE
796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRh4YZjKBJg
丹不一定是靈藥，但他們自己，是自己的靈丹妙藥，或者，是對方的。796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtbmGIgEM7p
796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNrNTLvD4jS
「咁嘅環境，講呢啲嘢。」796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjNLhGghJTU
796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ59doT8UTY6
思思笑，看他們在做什麼？一個刷牙刷到將水漬留在衣上，一個坐在廁板拉出長條形糞便，然後談生死訣別，談一生一世，談達到永遠——哪有一點仙界模樣？796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdiNEYc2qqG
796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyefN05a7Zu
「係，我哋好騎籬。」796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUysdYcwfoj
796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl49Np16wA0
阿朗也笑。796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPsAEajQSZ6
796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCdIxQPJbTB
「我抹埋先，你出去先啦。」796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnYVEY4OPVl
796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4HimoeGoG9
她出廳，看到光的他站起；他清潔，看到暗的她在看他。796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuzaN6RetpG
796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoNB3zabL8E
沖廁，洗手，輕易地捲起和送別一些什麼。796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5AY4tr07NZ
796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAgeqwtIrcC
當然還不夠，但至少，今天，他們說得很多話。796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyCHttVkGpi
796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgZAN0FKJis
大概，二人一生都會記得這一段談話，自覺毫不遜色於古代詩人的情話——即使，只有他們這樣認為，但是，已經足夠。796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEgfdwN6r3f
796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeNK1EbozFc
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