「我今日化咗一個識嘅人。」778Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrZqdwN0OhV
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「邊個？」778Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRwt83PGEHE
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刷牙的聲音不斷，在拭淨他的湛了消毒藥水氣味的指甲。778Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe5YFOcBkhJ
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「以前同佢踢過吓波。佢係峰仔大學同學嘅老公。」778Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMPNbTAe1Pf
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糞便「咚」的一聲跌進水中，她將廁所門打開。778Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRjciSPqH3e
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「噢……」778Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG4prLmxzEF
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「佢同我哋差唔多大，但係，佢死咗。」778Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoNsRVbLkdE
778Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg4QoPOZtze
「嗯……」778Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHgXreBzakT
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她不知怎樣回應。以往，事不關己自然高高掛起，始終，人類的悲歡並不互通，即使聽見抱歉之事會惻然、會難受，但也不至於心痛，幾秒過後，情緒平緩；但如果亡者是所識者，不可淡然地說一句「生死有命」，聽到的人只會很憤怒。778Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ53Cuwj3soJ
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因為沒有。我命由我不由天，是否？778Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4nM2JAEctM
778Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ419CCLkgM3
「佢同我哋差唔多大，」他重複：「佢係好人，但佢死咗。」778Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS5qo4azswn
778Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNe6DEHaTYv
她轉身，捽捽他的肩。778Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgHP9cK9lK9
778Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiIOhDsQ9Nl
「點死？」778Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuN2pgyAnub
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「交通意外。」778Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSdSK5cQtAT
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「噢……」778Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlupbrKnW5H
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空間靜默，肚有些痛，身旁只有髮妻如常梳洗，談話內容悽楚，激起他動容：778Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGTvRsl8fb0
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「我唔想死。我好驚。」778Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnVVJKVgKGf
778Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS2gHnsCbTM
她從鏡中看見他以手掩面，感覺他有心結：778Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiJZsBfYuSy
778Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLP36IZcFMS
「我都唔想你死。」778Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMcs2y9zkS8
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他看着她的側面，大聲了一點點：778Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0JtRJ0QoCU
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「佢老婆喊得好慘。但係，你知唔知我第一吓唔好覺得佢好慘，係覺得你好慘。」778Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4USgR63uU5
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她將漱口水吐出，不明白：778Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgeT7gbCquo
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「我有咩慘？」778Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhnhRcGL5Ia
778Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1bEnQp8fMq
「如果我死咗，我覺得你都會咁。」778Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQf6Fnh9QYn
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這是事實。778Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1G2IlIlW3e
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「嗯。」778Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEAowcplwtg
778Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdJs9PuDOrZ
她打開水龍頭，洗乾淨牙刷，空氣只有不規則水聲和些許異味，光的廁所照耀暗的客廳，詭異的配搭。778Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHGvmFCFLc3
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她肯定的說：「如果我死咗，你都會咁。」778Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfQq18x53EJ
778Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBuMOi8XUG4
她轉身，看他，猛然發覺他的眼是紅的；她很少見他如此。778Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8DYDVsQAhh
778Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUDBNWcfPIa
以為，已接觸慣再無呼吸的美麗人兒，不會再有這種聯想；可是，他怕，若然天降橫禍，再無呼吸的是他，或者是她，那麼，他必然惱恨和嘲諷自己，明知、早已習慣生命脆弱，卻不能及時完成心中所想。這是他完整的憂愁的邏輯。778Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQuuMnsKQuU
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他說：778Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGuenkL0pc6
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「咁不如唔好死？或者，以後一齊死？」778Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ76q6gTSQrw
778Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6n34ZDjuxX
她突然覺得，他們要一起生、一起活；死亡只是一瞬間的事，但活着不是、生存不是。比起死，她想和他一起活：778Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwZ0nb6ZDxU
778Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfPJqAxlg5s
「唔好講呢啲啦。我哋唔會無啦啦有事，好冇？」778Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYyPTbm6cZe
778Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYX2kMpj6Km
她的聲音像在哄小孩一樣，此刻他是小孩子，如同十八歲時說些大無畏的情話，同樣妙想天開；只是當時不知道，永遠是多遠。778Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvbMJcRMWAM
778Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz6K62j9qSk
「唔得。我哋都唔好死。」778Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4jCMm4JkvM
778Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkPBYOuJAI9
他倔強。778Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmQpRNX1brU
778Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjXbdTD6NM7
其實，差一點點，他們就可以到達永遠——他們對望，試圖消除繁思俗想，經已共對十多年，生死面前無難事。778Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiaaXjtwX7W
778Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTUQ9pp25Cs
幸好他們活着，他們有的，只是忽然的感慨，而不是血淋淋的事實。778Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0h0iUzh3i7
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她順從，也做回十八歲少女：778Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW58n6YdsEc
778Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiUq3UZrKCn
「好，我哋一齊煉丹，永遠長生不老。」778Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm9Br71dbhe
778Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPljLFCPIlk
「嗯。」778Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjQ1H7d0PdH
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他終於滿意。778Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUToRlHN97B
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不一定要長生不老，但長生不老的時間，足以他們將一切講清講楚，有多少說多少，有什麼說什麼，掏家掘穴。778Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkYuMwggc0I
778Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE8hMx6vWTr
丹不一定是靈藥，但他們自己，是自己的靈丹妙藥，或者，是對方的。778Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHRHQNzVPQ5
778Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnKovrxA95s
「咁嘅環境，講呢啲嘢。」778Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfwK0Fc8Aqb
778Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOj80Bbr8nw
思思笑，看他們在做什麼？一個刷牙刷到將水漬留在衣上，一個坐在廁板拉出長條形糞便，然後談生死訣別，談一生一世，談達到永遠——哪有一點仙界模樣？778Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsmRHVO3aHN
778Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhQh5VylTtH
「係，我哋好騎籬。」778Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1I8WXqREuJ
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阿朗也笑。778Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcsB3NUdfNH
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「我抹埋先，你出去先啦。」778Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU0IWi8t15S
778Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyuU3lQnRlY
她出廳，看到光的他站起；他清潔，看到暗的她在看他。778Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUfpMPM96xd
778Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJv1k8oZgkf
沖廁，洗手，輕易地捲起和送別一些什麼。778Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV0B8qwCwF8
778Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2ZRso3ZY58
當然還不夠，但至少，今天，他們說得很多話。778Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKLURE1dBxA
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大概，二人一生都會記得這一段談話，自覺毫不遜色於古代詩人的情話——即使，只有他們這樣認為，但是，已經足夠。778Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡigoHMRmilG
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