看，人是迂腐的；習慣習慣，成自然，温水煮蛙，稍一有一點好的迹象，又覺得可以停歇了，進一步甚至會丢失眼前美景，所以世間的問題很難真正地被解決，只會甩皮甩骨地苟活，但永不斷氣。839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiNd33EcQuG
839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkxxb4MXVj3
下午，阿朗收到峰仔的WhatsApp：839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ82lYjIaDm3
839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkbtsAk7wkO
「Fiona結婚喎，話要搞吓同學會，單身party喎。」附上兩個奸笑的表情。839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTp2FN14jig
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「哦……我唔去啦。」阿朗答。839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw6Vi85xnnL
839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDJQ90FpEMn
「明。」839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0QsPqbvmEg
839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEGc6RgLFS6
「玩得開心，唔好太癲，女朋友會擔心。」839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvzpJ4tgJtf
839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpo6nmv5A3k
「得啦。計我話，到時Fiona婚禮淨係襟兄弟都可以擺一圍，互相交流吓食評。」839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5eQg9h20Cd
839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoyjICNmLGd
阿朗看見峰仔講得抵死，對着電話笑了；思思見狀，問：839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3pHMDsriuC
839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTQFgbz9jW9
「傾咩傾得咁開心？」839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf9ApbEpp4H
839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAZDYAmizdR
「有個中學同學結婚，峰仔講咗啲好好笑嘅嘢嚟寸佢。」839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDe3HD7IYen
839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOEC5Q5Jb9d
「俾我睇吓？」839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmZm5QtwFta
839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUYY11KU6ky
「好。」839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCieQMZt8E9
839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBOf7JaKK1W
她將頭凑近，一看就看到名字，面色僵了一下：839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqHSQSEum8K
839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCyqzlsAuoq
「哦，係Fiona喎。」839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5XMVvpwnjW
839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSUeqJs1ETl
「係呀，佢咁都嫁得出。」839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrcIpd1axfQ
839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2d3WxooR5B
他一直覺得，Fiona不適宜嫁娶，像月曆上的陰暗日子一樣。839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn4K86zWHWR
839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJA7zLXZvPl
「我係女人都覺得佢點都嫁得出嘅。咁咪幾好囉，我哋應該要替其他女人鬆一口氣。」839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTnXeyRlqfK
839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9XJmak1kUO
適宜與否是一回事，長得漂亮、情商高，這個結果並不出奇；倒好，可以減少對其的戒心。839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF3YvKGGI0Y
839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgvGOrgZR4j
「嗯。總之，我唔會去party。」839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcXkUaMpbzR
839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJOWK6ayYhB
「仲敢？」839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6mwCxu5hzI
839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvj7B0PzW1H
「唔敢。」839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZXyz9MgJ5p
839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzxVaruizIf
「係我大量先原諒你咋，醒醒定定。」839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa6ZlRl43MP
839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVfFP4JNTvG
「得得得，知道。保證真係真係唔會再有咁嘅事。」839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcHZDJDq2vA
839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu53Bb6ulkQ
舊事重提，沒有點明，但也心知肚明。不是一種禁忌，但沒有人忘記。839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH0McJvnEmW
839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZQRgmX6XMC
「其實佢真係幾靚。嗰次之後，我add咗佢Facebook，佢啲相影得好好睇，真人係咪都係呢個樣？」839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWu2L6LWRyW
839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO8CliIH7me
她想多看看他的初戀到底是何許人，幾乎記得Fiona分享過的語錄、自拍、瑣事。839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYyJZRXPHkO
839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9Lk3XTVcT9
「唔知，嗰次之後，我就unfriend咗佢。」839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9G18EtIRMc
839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyeNQGtiBV3
這是真的，他在杜絕自己做到傻事，或者給更多機會Fiona令他做壞事。839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLTTULPiCQ8
839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡemsy2ObX2M
「我開俾你睇。」839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzzJLnPbTZm
839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQK63icqUPR
「唔洗啦。」839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYJwc7WWFwx
839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrjiECaHkUf
心存芥蒂，毫不好奇。每每想起，他都有種不適，總是覺得差一點就會失去一切，失去眼前的所謂幸福和安穩。839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOubMzYPpe0
839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkOmRfosNjn
她見他皺眉，確實不情願，故調侃他：839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSdraXcFf96
839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjwsBVjsu3K
「做咩咁抗拒，心虛？」839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMDqGFHwfju
839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAnFLJqe9vF
「唔係啊，我只係唔想睇，都過咗去啦。」839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiGXyxaT74x
839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJtpnezOe39
「其實，我仲好記得㗎。」839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJXhcyP8llM
839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBAO9xAzM55
即使，已成過去，但那一種呼吸不來的強忍淚水、逼使自己頭腦清晰冷靜的眼睛麻痹感，仍然赫人。839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡePmCF9hJIx
839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzJLDBPOLyG
「Sorry。」839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOEAfy8RPdt
839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLR99QhKo58
他不加以辯駁，也不想接話，沒有人想在自己犯錯的地方駐足，而且供別人遊覽；即使對方是髮妻。839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbSe4gJ92Mj
839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡimsyE4lebT
「我好似從來都冇同你講過咁，當時係唔想提，後來就係無謂提。但其實我好介意你上佢屋企，成身都係香水味咁番嚟，我都好介意你有咩都同佢講先，而我係咩都唔知。」839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTzaoI0Ziou
839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbesrL0YjNY
她為此，失卻了安全感；直到後來，才慢慢地相信他。當然，另一方面卻更安心，明白他對Fiona那種美人尚沒有過多越軌行為，其他人更難超越——思思如此自我安慰，在這個邏輯裏自洽。839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIqHN7RoCLN
839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0zRTXEbhDP
「Sorry……」839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW3CVeYILpd
839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyGASGp2Kxy
他重複道歉，她一直沒有責備他，已很寬厚。839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6rPvnm0Fbm
839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7FBHtNElhv
「唔緊要。我已經冇嘢，但只係想講出嚟啫，難得溝通吓吖嘛。」839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOWt4H9Wy0h
839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2nt5IDurHx
「你信我，我冇鍾意過佢。」839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEfmgXAjZn6
839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi4CKVJHw2Q
「嗯。」839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzidTkagSUF
839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8ZCWjAnpmU
既然說起，阿朗問：839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9mcTNAwsS1
839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe1sUM19mAx
「咁你呢？有冇鍾意過你個學生？」839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvczA5oy2y0
839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNFH99tvL7m
她沒好氣地答：839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlyN0Pd5eXK
839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1rZ3nus4bt
「當然冇——喂，人哋咁細個，我有冇咁狼死啊？」839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrtLjELU5Ik
839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzSxNyF9pXQ
「細個咪好，不知幾正，又青春又有活力。」839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNtbVZxZ32R
839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7Nq19zZgx6
「唔覺。你真係傻仔嚟嘅。」839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb9IjNIXoPK
839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkpulS8zuYo
「我邊度傻，一估就俾我估到，唔係淨係得你先有女人嘅直覺。」839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8GbFKmVOdn
839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoYddfCPRqT
「威啦威啦。」839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXbZyOCregz
839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyZkmRxILIu
二人都笑，然後，又停頓了一下。839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡokwItoEymz
839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwbFhl2HKP6
「佢最近點？」阿朗隨便問問。839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxFQC3qK5w7
839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBKnqoz5qTh
「佢拍咗拖啦；琴日我見到佢，佢送咗盒鎮痛貼俾我。」839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ482vwrhGST
839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCUwj1UgAWL
「喺街上撞到？」839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiAJY5NzNCa
839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwJiGQzz4Im
「佢喺校門等我。」839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZyb9jwB8fH
839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFBbqFdCC5K
他忽然想起，昨晚，她從袋中取出鎮痛貼，然後着他幫忙貼上；時間推前，她比往常晚了一點回來。839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL2OGwnJIX9
839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwRke8CzyNG
他語帶諷刺：839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSSmzDtWgPT
839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMtCiGj7rCZ
「哇，咁有心嘅？拍咗拖仲送嘢俾鍾意過嘅人？」839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFiZvi7mhgZ
839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhaZhbLNWkT
她聽得出他的揶揄，反擊道：839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ86dWhymW21
839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVmgXIaEL7Q
「你夠結咗婚仲同初戀情人攬攬錫錫。」839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXrH1W01T14
839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlzb2E3Fimg
「邊同？我係以為佢有事先會上去，你呢？你個人生勾勾，佢都特登等你放工？」839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFgIuvIoran
839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmnXKnhmkLm
「有咩問題？」839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡELyEhU4F2g
839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoizQCYg5eo
「佢又知你唔舒服？同學生有冇必要講咁多？」839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOXbHWZpdXe
839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqaNeH9ys47
「識得耐，唔小心講多咗兩句咋嘛。」839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSGcDMNyrYo
839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8myOjN39ti
「都唔知止唔止淨係用口講，係咪幫你鏈埋骨？」839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRNIEn1fjZE
839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1aivL1RZAk
是。839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrZRP7Rr5BV
839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgd85WugX9M
「你夠係，都唔知止唔止淨係錫過。」839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfJTSWvswBl
839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwOWNAVLG3o
是。839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmrYCrvPp2M
839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL8cwpbLNCL
於是，二人盯着對方，再沒有說話。839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPhBxfX80eS
839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmjA3WTkLOW
明明，內心的劇本不是這樣的；明明，這些天來的掙扎和猶豫都是想為大家好，想大家都開心快樂，將心底的話都攤出來；明明，不應該如此，卻會在情緒驅使下，說一些傷害對方的話。839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMwNar7PelH
839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLxRUuIDyh0
原先想表達的是什麼？839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjxJidGJJXj
839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk7olGnpbPe
太像在運動場跑步了。跑個半小時，還是不停在同一個空間裏繞圈，來來去去都是這四百米，即使心率高企、汗已浸濕內衣褲，但在旁人看來，只是在原地踏步；慢慢，連自己也覺得如此。839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFKunQvbSPv
839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡugqoRVy7Xp
更甚的是，新進場的人只會在內心鄙夷——才跑幾步就如此氣促？839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv2Aeu6yaEG
839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡexgxJwQsmP
他們不會知道時間之長、體力之消耗。事實上，永遠只有自己才真正一直伴在自己身邊，839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaMSBOEYPXN
839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs27hZDt2gY
所以，阿朗和思思都不了解對方的心路歷程，只覺近來平淡，對方開始沒有心。839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD3F6peYAqm
839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQDveYQdaoY
所以，也因此，他們缺乏柔情的包容——839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡelx9cvC26Z
839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHd53PiYNZt
首先被情緒凌駕思考，繼而作出挑釁。839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzW39SSfC2j
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