看，人是迂腐的；習慣習慣，成自然，温水煮蛙，稍一有一點好的迹象，又覺得可以停歇了，進一步甚至會丢失眼前美景，所以世間的問題很難真正地被解決，只會甩皮甩骨地苟活，但永不斷氣。919Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTUqfCkdrJi
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下午，阿朗收到峰仔的WhatsApp：919Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr5mxSDcUEW
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「Fiona結婚喎，話要搞吓同學會，單身party喎。」附上兩個奸笑的表情。919Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJapuqsIh5A
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「哦……我唔去啦。」阿朗答。919Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxn8DduvfAE
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「明。」919Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx1bXhv61qK
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「玩得開心，唔好太癲，女朋友會擔心。」919Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVoFeRo41dv
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「得啦。計我話，到時Fiona婚禮淨係襟兄弟都可以擺一圍，互相交流吓食評。」919Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡruAkrM9c7q
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阿朗看見峰仔講得抵死，對着電話笑了；思思見狀，問：919Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnjHklhzNqc
919Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6izK37IvpE
「傾咩傾得咁開心？」919Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs49ncvLifI
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「有個中學同學結婚，峰仔講咗啲好好笑嘅嘢嚟寸佢。」919Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYijdbCFImc
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「俾我睇吓？」919Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ7pPzHx32q
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「好。」919Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmMZZXngq3b
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她將頭凑近，一看就看到名字，面色僵了一下：919Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh52O9D1jdq
919Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzCPRcyOOdj
「哦，係Fiona喎。」919Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEzKcMRQytT
919Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRGANkpMKBH
「係呀，佢咁都嫁得出。」919Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIffqMAOYLQ
919Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ3n4nHhern
他一直覺得，Fiona不適宜嫁娶，像月曆上的陰暗日子一樣。919Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiS2rOJ9pTS
919Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSkbQ2rSWcw
「我係女人都覺得佢點都嫁得出嘅。咁咪幾好囉，我哋應該要替其他女人鬆一口氣。」919Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6TJVrs2wLO
919Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb0pqLo4Eo9
適宜與否是一回事，長得漂亮、情商高，這個結果並不出奇；倒好，可以減少對其的戒心。919Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0qdgOpCRIH
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「嗯。總之，我唔會去party。」919Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWuWUTp4mqB
919Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSjQkmEoeaH
「仲敢？」919Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡffI7yVtLcV
919Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9I2RyTKkcM
「唔敢。」919Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4p6YtLmtfg
919Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7tSny9wO2X
「係我大量先原諒你咋，醒醒定定。」919Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHF9dVHIV0N
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「得得得，知道。保證真係真係唔會再有咁嘅事。」919Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc1XFWIk6gO
919Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhDJ8zkD6D0
舊事重提，沒有點明，但也心知肚明。不是一種禁忌，但沒有人忘記。919Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb0Yn6xBvBI
919Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5QcYjkMpL5
「其實佢真係幾靚。嗰次之後，我add咗佢Facebook，佢啲相影得好好睇，真人係咪都係呢個樣？」919Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY2Js1BKaHm
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她想多看看他的初戀到底是何許人，幾乎記得Fiona分享過的語錄、自拍、瑣事。919Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRrmCnZxiQs
919Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ20g3q613N6
「唔知，嗰次之後，我就unfriend咗佢。」919Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH4KGpbyAHu
919Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXPbLvnqWSw
這是真的，他在杜絕自己做到傻事，或者給更多機會Fiona令他做壞事。919Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmqxJnuSFbO
919Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9DHuM8M6rj
「我開俾你睇。」919Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr4xqn5aN1g
919Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZBH3F9c6Rg
「唔洗啦。」919Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQsPZPDT4kh
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心存芥蒂，毫不好奇。每每想起，他都有種不適，總是覺得差一點就會失去一切，失去眼前的所謂幸福和安穩。919Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWDOrCr3c5v
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她見他皺眉，確實不情願，故調侃他：919Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHbNUHQCwuO
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「做咩咁抗拒，心虛？」919Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL1KU9ms1D5
919Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOooBWsN898
「唔係啊，我只係唔想睇，都過咗去啦。」919Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1XDBueRhwK
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「其實，我仲好記得㗎。」919Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS0Jze44Th3
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即使，已成過去，但那一種呼吸不來的強忍淚水、逼使自己頭腦清晰冷靜的眼睛麻痹感，仍然赫人。919Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjiunAHszaN
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「Sorry。」919Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPryGJDJNKl
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他不加以辯駁，也不想接話，沒有人想在自己犯錯的地方駐足，而且供別人遊覽；即使對方是髮妻。919Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkap8tIAynS
919Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1GgrFzlI4z
「我好似從來都冇同你講過咁，當時係唔想提，後來就係無謂提。但其實我好介意你上佢屋企，成身都係香水味咁番嚟，我都好介意你有咩都同佢講先，而我係咩都唔知。」919Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJpa1ELbUqN
919Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKaSc92awxu
她為此，失卻了安全感；直到後來，才慢慢地相信他。當然，另一方面卻更安心，明白他對Fiona那種美人尚沒有過多越軌行為，其他人更難超越——思思如此自我安慰，在這個邏輯裏自洽。919Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGuJskSgyIF
919Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZwMQ7DsFy8
「Sorry……」919Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxDcILwCIjq
919Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd0z1CQLcDQ
他重複道歉，她一直沒有責備他，已很寬厚。919Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhlk6Fub5G6
919Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAxJ2zsPpZM
「唔緊要。我已經冇嘢，但只係想講出嚟啫，難得溝通吓吖嘛。」919Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa9aQOVPLQu
919Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0k2WitvOEX
「你信我，我冇鍾意過佢。」919Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5Bz948vlNd
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「嗯。」919Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmQfSSA5jYH
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既然說起，阿朗問：919Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv8jGScbWsW
919Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKU77pZ524c
「咁你呢？有冇鍾意過你個學生？」919Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQUH33QsLDG
919Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSBvOvLb66A
她沒好氣地答：919Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6ToNOPvcAq
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「當然冇——喂，人哋咁細個，我有冇咁狼死啊？」919Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPti0tzQAom
919Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9CMNjl5cIa
「細個咪好，不知幾正，又青春又有活力。」919Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ1MCg3ThVp
919Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRNVPpSIGHB
「唔覺。你真係傻仔嚟嘅。」919Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSvZT4RMTY7
919Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEWHx2Kl5jw
「我邊度傻，一估就俾我估到，唔係淨係得你先有女人嘅直覺。」919Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvSUR08OBlW
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「威啦威啦。」919Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoxoBqNr1ab
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二人都笑，然後，又停頓了一下。919Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUTLzy5cgYV
919Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkY1JDoQTrW
「佢最近點？」阿朗隨便問問。919Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ29EnUkU7Bf
919Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHRpx79bx9X
「佢拍咗拖啦；琴日我見到佢，佢送咗盒鎮痛貼俾我。」919Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRHCYkPK9gC
919Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQYf35BClkZ
「喺街上撞到？」919Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyvIG0IeWwn
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「佢喺校門等我。」919Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk6HHmUVZou
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他忽然想起，昨晚，她從袋中取出鎮痛貼，然後着他幫忙貼上；時間推前，她比往常晚了一點回來。919Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvUuyr34DJc
919Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnQunOIKQ4z
他語帶諷刺：919Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOO489KUYVs
919Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg61KvG4qiH
「哇，咁有心嘅？拍咗拖仲送嘢俾鍾意過嘅人？」919Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc6ePgNKWkX
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她聽得出他的揶揄，反擊道：919Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdggXty8wFu
919Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHWNLBY7uDd
「你夠結咗婚仲同初戀情人攬攬錫錫。」919Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbQySzE0hEV
919Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9JE5Uy5yCC
「邊同？我係以為佢有事先會上去，你呢？你個人生勾勾，佢都特登等你放工？」919Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcTXlca0i7p
919Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYZzTg2pz9s
「有咩問題？」919Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ37jVp1ZQWE
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「佢又知你唔舒服？同學生有冇必要講咁多？」919Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1ST7lpiuoF
919Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUDdCLy6iLo
「識得耐，唔小心講多咗兩句咋嘛。」919Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGHypnAbMbA
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「都唔知止唔止淨係用口講，係咪幫你鏈埋骨？」919Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡftacj3TZGK
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是。919Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIaAzDQSH0p
919Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2Y7aVaMN2O
「你夠係，都唔知止唔止淨係錫過。」919Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv2U4bYcPWT
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是。919Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMJ4rHXI0AC
919Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEXWwdm1n4t
於是，二人盯着對方，再沒有說話。919Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpYuFntcxie
919Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJBxuH2sSzg
明明，內心的劇本不是這樣的；明明，這些天來的掙扎和猶豫都是想為大家好，想大家都開心快樂，將心底的話都攤出來；明明，不應該如此，卻會在情緒驅使下，說一些傷害對方的話。919Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkFUnjnb84b
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原先想表達的是什麼？919Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9nTjI0Dq3L
919Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUPl3iBuTVk
太像在運動場跑步了。跑個半小時，還是不停在同一個空間裏繞圈，來來去去都是這四百米，即使心率高企、汗已浸濕內衣褲，但在旁人看來，只是在原地踏步；慢慢，連自己也覺得如此。919Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTfm7Qzs1sg
919Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAzFZZRW7QP
更甚的是，新進場的人只會在內心鄙夷——才跑幾步就如此氣促？919Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxZXYVZfaaL
919Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfZTT7rlOL1
他們不會知道時間之長、體力之消耗。事實上，永遠只有自己才真正一直伴在自己身邊，919Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyjfjIxKVSS
919Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAElW5rUf9r
所以，阿朗和思思都不了解對方的心路歷程，只覺近來平淡，對方開始沒有心。919Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvzxLjCACpl
919Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8FEpruQrvX
所以，也因此，他們缺乏柔情的包容——919Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlSWskobxSC
919Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVGuVvTbDqD
首先被情緒凌駕思考，繼而作出挑釁。919Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxaoEpQMEYO
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