「好。」848Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1EtXCMEouP
848Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgUMJnMgzc5
他們行街市，他們行超市，買了幾舊姜，買了一盒無核青提。848Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKxRkZFtQUT
848Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKhZ7LKK9Ga
阿朗捧着它們，思思挽着他的手，一路走回家。848Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5jPvnxaWrj
848Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6mMrzgAn95
她和他說東西又加價了，好像貴了一點點；他點頭，和她一起歎物價高企，即使他不清楚原先的價錢。848Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDVLMdkzWKP
848Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGCt6OVISWu
她煮飯，他們吃飯，他洗碗，全程很和諧。848Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuUYrFR2Kai
848Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzbzQ6HPwyJ
和對方生活，說到底是舒適的。他們知道對方的吃什麼不吃什麼，進門出門前的小動作，糞便聞起來是什麼味道，長久的習慣締造出舉止自如的輕快。848Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6URSTyBzld
848Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVeTnpuDm0P
「落街行吓好冇？」阿朗問。848Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUxokrDwlfj
848Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC4zkuWAO0c
思思明白：「好。」848Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMHaEy1YdZT
848Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7dO1ZFZdzi
於是，他們像拍拖一樣，下樓到處逛逛，二人都沒有說話。848Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpFqgo2tBOX
848Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtavMzNd3p0
是因為享受閒適嗎？恐怕不是。他們在心裏打了一份草稿，正默默練習，演講的時候要配合眼神、表情、動作，不可以有任何差池——即使，他們都感覺到對方的態度軟化，仍怕一旦有細節處理不好，就會前功盡廢。848Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcv7O7c2vlx
848Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwzy5ixa4ed
行一行，又返回樓下公園，坐在那張長椅上，微風正好。848Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLwy7c8v6hK
848Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhxjJvfLymH
阿朗首先開口：848Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡofBcWoEatl
848Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQnWhFfIzYu
「係呢……我有啲嘢想講。」848Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnpkFB1FlJC
848Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdB7xQZjDfG
「嗯？」848Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4ldO6QAXVF
848Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPbRxWDKAHj
「你覺唔覺得我哋怪怪哋，好似同以前好唔同咁。」848Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIcOvqpHt1P
848Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwdJbDtSJ1v
「覺。」她看着他，坦白承認。848Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDEpAOShLmx
848Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5K6KhBgwHK
「其實，我覺得，我哋好似淡咗……或者唔係淡咗，但好似冇以前咁開心。」848Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhVWbFrgwqY
848Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ68c3K41Ccq
「嗯。」848Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ8Y5R5NTEq
848Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjQ9BGzJtGP
「啫係，我哋都……我哋都少講咗嘢，少傾咗偈，係呢一兩日先多啲。平時，都好似只係傾棉花糖咁……」848Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQqwyfigkpd
848Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNM2zVTwMIw
他回想，除了功課、興趣班、測考、冬季校服，只得訕訕地問好。848Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKn1xWZhmhM
848Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3TyFbfmgou
「好似係，連佢都覺得我哋唔太熟添。」848Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdiUdrcrAvb
848Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtdSuzJWUnY
她自嘲於被女兒發現端倪；阿朗也笑：848Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8RZt0cnzcf
848Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy0rqSTpcI9
「但係，我哋當然熟。」848Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYp1FjxE6a2
848Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjWBsh3aKTs
「用熟唔熟嚟講我哋，好似有啲怪。」848Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKuZkYMcVJN
848Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpPSf6xfLsn
他們已經很親，說不說話也有親厚情義，但確實不安於此，熟悉感正在剝落。848Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡraxE2QrN4F
848Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJLk1wNOTcH
「都係。」848Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJFCio4zF8s
848Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBTc9QrRJNi
她深呼吸：848Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUky85n3jhp
848Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMMuXKinbt5
「我明你意思，我都係咁覺得——」848Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvUfQiq96dn
848Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfc3X5PmAhO
「嗯？」848Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGlKRVXcf7I
848Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz0GaZH072E
她直直地看着他，像背誦課文一樣：848Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRlRhJDwWph
848Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9Y5b0ScXn5
「我好唔開心——真㗎，因為我哋變成咁。但我唔想再咁落去啦，但係，我都唔知個問題出喺邊——你話，如果係喺以前，我會覺得都幾合理？但宜家，明明我哋都好好㗎……」848Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBWSRchbJLX
848Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHhV8YIpHaP
他見她已說不下去的樣子，順着手肘牽起她的手，替她補充：848Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxa74Yji9zO
848Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHJdwEm163k
「嗯，我哋係好好，過得幾好，個女又咁生性，又夠錢洗。係咪因為咁，所以覺得啲嘢永遠都只會繼續行落去……我意思係，冇太多進步空間，甚至有啲太習慣、太安穩？848Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2CBG5q4lQO
848Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ46sGPvL5Sc
變咗，好似好悶咁？」848Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjz3CO5z3HQ
848Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE4kDawXfNh
他們達成共識。848Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTM6u8mlfcp
848Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjQy2deUHy0
她表達意願：848Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwVM73RI7VE
848Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw0bs5AWSNb
「嗯……但係呢，我真係唔想再咁。」848Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMnNKJBav7v
848Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi8EeFwuD2q
「我都唔想。」848Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCYX7Ii1h7q
848Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwZpyYUrYJf
「其實，我之前就想同你講，但係每次去到口唇邊，就講唔出咁……848Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5DJ5Zh9gIP
848Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnz1vkoceMX
我認我係有少少細膽，但係嗰陣時，我唔知你係點諗。我驚我同你講咗我唔開心，甚至同你講我覺得我哋……淡咗，就會番唔到轉頭，啫係——」848Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc6MXXySIZO
848Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCDdmz8G3zf
「係咪驚我唔係咁諗？或者，我都係咁諗，但係講咗，就番唔到轉頭？」848Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOypgSoGToX
848Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLzufo4ZZAP
他忽然心寬，因為，他也有過這樣的思慮過程。848Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx9LEwYjBdu
848Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYev8hswbCx
「係。」848Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0veFUOdltO
848Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpBkU9bUD7K
「明。」848Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVkiypwXQOq
848Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡipGqukPKR7
「嗯，唔係所有嘢講出嚟，就可以趨向解決㗎嘛，可能一講，連原本咁樣都冇埋呢？咁到時點？」848Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU8Z3KJgbA1
848Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqKkezS4nJA
「我都係咁覺得。」848Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQi6ICuCywq
848Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoGhXmOFTZL
她有些不好意思地捽捽手指：848Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPPFkZlSR0a
848Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQoiSaDuZ2U
「我哋，好似、好似都幾廢。」848Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7YtY1bAzfa
848Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1RMGAg4MXc
「係，垃圾。但係垃圾宜家識開口，係可回收㗎啦喎。」848Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc6lE2kq20X
848Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv3NNk0CElU
他指着不遠處的三色回收箱；而她沒好氣地笑一笑：848Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrzjqpCjE6y
848Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2L1Nfm0vP8
「都擺咗成三十幾年啦——唔係嘅，個問題啱啱先有啫。」848Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcigR6kj4Ty
848Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP0Ftb0qHb9
「嗯。咁宜家我哋肯傾，你係想……？我係因為想解決，所以先想同你講出口，我唔想再係咁啦，我諗，我哋都好辛苦。真㗎。」848Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGY2ZYQwlG2
848Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC5eBh4TifS
二人的語調平緩，聲線都是輕輕的。848Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ01MafeEu9z
848Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjrsDJzGrNo
她點頭：「嗯。848Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqgzma8huyS
848Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLgJBAVTsn0
我啱啱咪話，之前想同你講嘅……但係最後冇講到嗰次。就係嗰日，嗯，我話嗰個學生同我表白嗰次。」848Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM4YwMXR3uG
848Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2WRyw0nkFZ
「係，我記得。」848Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9QylV4OpMy
848Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA7HGkVR9Y6
他想起，那天她比往常熱情，笑容燦爛，像一次晴天娃娃顯靈的天朗氣清。848Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEDVYzUJv6Z
848Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXhfqeoN9MO
「嗰次呢，就係因為佢同我講完，我就覺得，其實，我好愛你。848Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzjPnkEbMGb
848Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaBMUcBMsuA
或者係，你真係好愛我——哈哈，有啲肉麻添。」848Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi1CqqBLf05
848Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD1x16UQAAQ
這個太清晰的她，阿朗清楚知道，並且予以認識、擁抱、接納，未曾離開。848Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUJPajpCPrb
848Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr6p5wmFtXe
「係，少骨痹。」848Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOq2ymeRvdQ
848Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIhAnxEsR2S
「就係咁啦——我聽完之後，唔覺得會有人可以取代到你嘅地位。始終呢，我都太多謝你啦。」848Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxWFRS5l3Ez
848Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ5wZUPDaA1
她越說越小聲，很久沒有告白愛意，突然覺得有些難以啟齒；將目光投射到前面在玩「紅綠燈」的小朋友上，微笑。848Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFCYrjXu4TT
848Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwsf0kSyV5i
「噢，對唔住。」848Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOiioIspSpz
848Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtV36n0kMLy
他摸摸她的頭。848Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsqr5rTGlHR
848Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEShcAEsBns
他記起，當時他打斷了她，因為他生氣於他們陌生，而她卻與別人熟絡到被鍾情。848Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaiX0arGJ5U
848Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡknuzzoyOO7
「唔緊要。所以嗰陣時冇講到。」848Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAlywrTno7y
848Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDQ3U0jf6ld
她的決心竟然在融化。848Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAwpP7eLNIi
848Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoQ3GCoUumw
她補充：「我當時聽緊佢講，但係就只係得一種好攰嘅感覺，我只係諗起你，諗起你對我有幾好。」848Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFWPxxeGQl4
848Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHp2PSt7lVG
「你都對我好好啊。」848Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8aMOmuW21k
848Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvmf8mDccuo
「係唔錯㗎。」848Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpSWLlvQWfz
848Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlTyISi8Fdm
「嗯……我嗰日唔應該發你脾氣，我諗多咗。」848Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTyKMMl3sk2
848Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6CMNCLQTTY
「係囉，嚇到我唔敢講。」848Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxQAbGHrkjD
848Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAlKxcoS256
「Well……雖然我就冇你咁正俾人媾，」只見思思笑着反了一個白眼，他說：「但係，我都有作出反思，都想改善……848Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaVp2lVJE2F
848Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOOzbsEnen7
我諗，我哋都有同一個感受，譬如我都會覺得我哋有嘢唔同、好掛住以前、記低對方嘅好，只係有啲無力。848Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVQggoiOAgD
848Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp80So0imd0
咁耐以嚟，我番殯儀呢，成日接觸啲唔喺度嘅人，其實都幾令我珍惜生活，始終我都唔想瞓喺度等其他人化妝……咁但係，我好似——因為太有安全感？覺得呢一種平淡係唔會更改，有好過冇，好過大家連平淡都唔得。848Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPzQsbcEIZt
848Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5K5xrvYF0C
所以，雖然珍惜生活，但係，就唔太珍惜……我哋。」848Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLuyvU3YEBo
848Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0disIQcWIO
明明說珍惜生活、好好活着，第一個主觀感受是「好煩」，珍惜生活，卻沒有珍惜生活中身邊人的舉動，只在內心默唸、憂愁、後退。848Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmiA1JoCW98
848Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0BW0ljTKyG
「嗯，明白你意思。」848Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZEDa2sVvMa
848Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9Bz6tmGIop
「但我想珍惜。宜家——或者係之前咁樣，我都唔太舒服。你呢？」848Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2DvSDPQHA9
848Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsBRFP6vKL2
一切醞釀已久，終於不止困於無力腦袋中。848Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRTN2mt7ig6
848Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfmDt4CcLhk
「我都係。」848Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4RlctgrrEu
848Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡphCFavd7Q3
「咁……就好啦。」848Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZcT7KnU1Ge
848Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ95u4kD4Ow5
小朋友玩耍的歡快和老人家下棋的爭論忽然沒有了聲，他們只聽見自己的心跳，像已歷盡高山爬上了珠穆朗馬蜂，但無以為繼，只看着眼前美景卻不知是否應該原路往返——848Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtZfVQ23vXP
848Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9o6XPFewwV
說完了，之後呢？848Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5y0sfpjsTo
848Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjTaFm9ZUap
「我想盪鞦韆，推我吖。」848Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkU6RgfgTW6
848Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLb5UdLqLZc
思思站起，向阿朗笑笑。848Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ4QaPkhPxZ
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