「好。」787Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjceaXHrPGS
787Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2Ziqqv3Y04
他們行街市，他們行超市，買了幾舊姜，買了一盒無核青提。787Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbRdkBO4L1M
787Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe0NCAy0Rmu
阿朗捧着它們，思思挽着他的手，一路走回家。787Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6byPTr7T5h
787Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnLRvjAbNUf
她和他說東西又加價了，好像貴了一點點；他點頭，和她一起歎物價高企，即使他不清楚原先的價錢。787Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7yj07VMJQ8
787Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfw09DXmEdT
她煮飯，他們吃飯，他洗碗，全程很和諧。787Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm7bO7xXqo5
787Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4qMOpfRtHG
和對方生活，說到底是舒適的。他們知道對方的吃什麼不吃什麼，進門出門前的小動作，糞便聞起來是什麼味道，長久的習慣締造出舉止自如的輕快。787Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhtVGgV4zLB
787Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK6JvivMrQP
「落街行吓好冇？」阿朗問。787Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb5XSzu3qas
787Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh4bLKOCNUC
思思明白：「好。」787Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7XSHOKSxcL
787Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDvMbF9uZUj
於是，他們像拍拖一樣，下樓到處逛逛，二人都沒有說話。787Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡepbwO3bA7j
787Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtKXUlGAsRP
是因為享受閒適嗎？恐怕不是。他們在心裏打了一份草稿，正默默練習，演講的時候要配合眼神、表情、動作，不可以有任何差池——即使，他們都感覺到對方的態度軟化，仍怕一旦有細節處理不好，就會前功盡廢。787Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgO4R5ZjhnG
787Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGhw5URpghi
行一行，又返回樓下公園，坐在那張長椅上，微風正好。787Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI81wJNW0im
787Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzXbykX3pH1
阿朗首先開口：787Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC6jGLTrNdF
787Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPpNBgk13qu
「係呢……我有啲嘢想講。」787Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdnzcGUydwk
787Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHg83uLF1wC
「嗯？」787Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFZeJaA72Nz
787Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡekggeRsYLE
「你覺唔覺得我哋怪怪哋，好似同以前好唔同咁。」787Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrdt2jOkfSq
787Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9I7PPfjeMO
「覺。」她看着他，坦白承認。787Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpk9Cz65eRo
787Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkVUXZrrcTL
「其實，我覺得，我哋好似淡咗……或者唔係淡咗，但好似冇以前咁開心。」787Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKiSn6xnvdS
787Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHEIh3mXlhR
「嗯。」787Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ491z8u2tKi
787Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpXwATPD22R
「啫係，我哋都……我哋都少講咗嘢，少傾咗偈，係呢一兩日先多啲。平時，都好似只係傾棉花糖咁……」787Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUgbKtIJsd3
787Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUXbHTJfwFZ
他回想，除了功課、興趣班、測考、冬季校服，只得訕訕地問好。787Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5sUkPVE906
787Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ53M4MMOIbz
「好似係，連佢都覺得我哋唔太熟添。」787Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt8Y7J4DJrH
787Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡISnDil2dxt
她自嘲於被女兒發現端倪；阿朗也笑：787Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGIbJkX316A
787Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8ktaLGQTo5
「但係，我哋當然熟。」787Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡig9o5T2PIn
787Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpCS5LZeFsK
「用熟唔熟嚟講我哋，好似有啲怪。」787Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9myanIlhW8
787Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMXsqT1uGel
他們已經很親，說不說話也有親厚情義，但確實不安於此，熟悉感正在剝落。787Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyYhRxuPRAy
787Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgO3HdqNaxe
「都係。」787Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWhmoX0124f
787Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIPURXBS9uW
她深呼吸：787Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4fiqjzaz3l
787Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhs39dGWEF6
「我明你意思，我都係咁覺得——」787Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRL2WbiTdou
787Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg96ya3WYD7
「嗯？」787Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwAVx8cD2iy
787Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqv4VMp734x
她直直地看着他，像背誦課文一樣：787Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLR1bOTKcn1
787Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu00cOEWJFV
「我好唔開心——真㗎，因為我哋變成咁。但我唔想再咁落去啦，但係，我都唔知個問題出喺邊——你話，如果係喺以前，我會覺得都幾合理？但宜家，明明我哋都好好㗎……」787Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7wtIv0iNFR
787Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGCI4Vc5iw2
他見她已說不下去的樣子，順着手肘牽起她的手，替她補充：787Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQOYy0DGxHC
787Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwlvhlxtWEb
「嗯，我哋係好好，過得幾好，個女又咁生性，又夠錢洗。係咪因為咁，所以覺得啲嘢永遠都只會繼續行落去……我意思係，冇太多進步空間，甚至有啲太習慣、太安穩？787Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ18dNjcBYAS
787Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQs0YMfcbeG
變咗，好似好悶咁？」787Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxPQdxCyIDz
787Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmRArev0l4q
他們達成共識。787Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaAGoi2BWHy
787Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoYKuru29Xa
她表達意願：787Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcROXdQ35MX
787Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHDnsgRcKrP
「嗯……但係呢，我真係唔想再咁。」787Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiAwWI37ioo
787Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ58pz609Mq
「我都唔想。」787Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe7LzJSiR8y
787Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcfRegFHRHt
「其實，我之前就想同你講，但係每次去到口唇邊，就講唔出咁……787Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhkrDMKzriM
787Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6FHNfZmqyD
我認我係有少少細膽，但係嗰陣時，我唔知你係點諗。我驚我同你講咗我唔開心，甚至同你講我覺得我哋……淡咗，就會番唔到轉頭，啫係——」787Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS8akJLvnKe
787Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa9y7BSEEts
「係咪驚我唔係咁諗？或者，我都係咁諗，但係講咗，就番唔到轉頭？」787Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSpeq8tpqQ0
787Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2tUp4KO6sU
他忽然心寬，因為，他也有過這樣的思慮過程。787Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5G992bZ8Ka
787Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtjGeFgigr0
「係。」787Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡryTDWZuZ6r
787Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrnuD885wWp
「明。」787Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjhoXAa2nUo
787Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwTXvRoTRjt
「嗯，唔係所有嘢講出嚟，就可以趨向解決㗎嘛，可能一講，連原本咁樣都冇埋呢？咁到時點？」787Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXPnyZxmTiS
787Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVOpraHBRwG
「我都係咁覺得。」787Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTvAj9jiIek
787Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI4XXfXLxuM
她有些不好意思地捽捽手指：787Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqMr4FZUgOR
787Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6oInFiWhVP
「我哋，好似、好似都幾廢。」787Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdu9muoT26z
787Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpZl60UAUIL
「係，垃圾。但係垃圾宜家識開口，係可回收㗎啦喎。」787Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpg4NHwpXCa
787Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZO6EU2KPTH
他指着不遠處的三色回收箱；而她沒好氣地笑一笑：787Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsCgGLXiVHa
787Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcLCCxzkBFw
「都擺咗成三十幾年啦——唔係嘅，個問題啱啱先有啫。」787Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlQsxH4HKic
787Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUCSGPHpgkl
「嗯。咁宜家我哋肯傾，你係想……？我係因為想解決，所以先想同你講出口，我唔想再係咁啦，我諗，我哋都好辛苦。真㗎。」787Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNpYzx6e4jp
787Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs8d3dzxfRP
二人的語調平緩，聲線都是輕輕的。787Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi0ATaaVB1N
787Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7JmpTeTqC7
她點頭：「嗯。787Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzKZG4ckKK3
787Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZpCdkFQJMR
我啱啱咪話，之前想同你講嘅……但係最後冇講到嗰次。就係嗰日，嗯，我話嗰個學生同我表白嗰次。」787Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEwdFZhh0H6
787Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwsSRPe5WjI
「係，我記得。」787Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUpCiWCD8fn
787Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUzecOCmZ0R
他想起，那天她比往常熱情，笑容燦爛，像一次晴天娃娃顯靈的天朗氣清。787Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgH5KIyWmiR
787Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgHwwWqmXL6
「嗰次呢，就係因為佢同我講完，我就覺得，其實，我好愛你。787Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrvq1hcyj2E
787Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeBAGZyQV6m
或者係，你真係好愛我——哈哈，有啲肉麻添。」787Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS4iSZBmn6b
787Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkk83vY00oD
這個太清晰的她，阿朗清楚知道，並且予以認識、擁抱、接納，未曾離開。787Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjTUkkxpj8g
787Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk2jssA1YHZ
「係，少骨痹。」787Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUhXbLs7J6Q
787Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZRTIfP3qNn
「就係咁啦——我聽完之後，唔覺得會有人可以取代到你嘅地位。始終呢，我都太多謝你啦。」787Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡavKfoSId8U
787Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjtmRa3P6Dd
她越說越小聲，很久沒有告白愛意，突然覺得有些難以啟齒；將目光投射到前面在玩「紅綠燈」的小朋友上，微笑。787Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzHEtcWfYn0
787Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwLctjl1KnO
「噢，對唔住。」787Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGZRYftHTpL
787Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVdJ1iOg19Q
他摸摸她的頭。787Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqBsESzWoyH
787Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxHnof9Gn13
他記起，當時他打斷了她，因為他生氣於他們陌生，而她卻與別人熟絡到被鍾情。787Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0VW5tfNaYx
787Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZZfTZw6OST
「唔緊要。所以嗰陣時冇講到。」787Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdUnMdN3N1w
787Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr2Aer0MCEC
她的決心竟然在融化。787Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWtGG37pWp7
787Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjrlA0htUw8
她補充：「我當時聽緊佢講，但係就只係得一種好攰嘅感覺，我只係諗起你，諗起你對我有幾好。」787Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzAW1l3dbvI
787Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb4hwcjcpgR
「你都對我好好啊。」787Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡusqiKqGjOx
787Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3kNINPkQMX
「係唔錯㗎。」787Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYvGEU0IhOn
787Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6V5uw4vnDw
「嗯……我嗰日唔應該發你脾氣，我諗多咗。」787Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbIK8rVzWdN
787Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrp59Vy32GJ
「係囉，嚇到我唔敢講。」787Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ43SKm7LoQE
787Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwU7TrEVbLd
「Well……雖然我就冇你咁正俾人媾，」只見思思笑着反了一個白眼，他說：「但係，我都有作出反思，都想改善……787Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8GxtXlahcV
787Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmk2Bm1nbXr
我諗，我哋都有同一個感受，譬如我都會覺得我哋有嘢唔同、好掛住以前、記低對方嘅好，只係有啲無力。787Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU75Tts4lz2
787Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3YW3anTco2
咁耐以嚟，我番殯儀呢，成日接觸啲唔喺度嘅人，其實都幾令我珍惜生活，始終我都唔想瞓喺度等其他人化妝……咁但係，我好似——因為太有安全感？覺得呢一種平淡係唔會更改，有好過冇，好過大家連平淡都唔得。787Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD6oZp7zjSv
787Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ74JwjQO87Z
所以，雖然珍惜生活，但係，就唔太珍惜……我哋。」787Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡejDt8n9Dh9
787Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLgD9N6rCBM
明明說珍惜生活、好好活着，第一個主觀感受是「好煩」，珍惜生活，卻沒有珍惜生活中身邊人的舉動，只在內心默唸、憂愁、後退。787Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2CbBSaGPvH
787Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvCup3RnREw
「嗯，明白你意思。」787Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxN24ZyxNZ7
787Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEIf1Jwx3az
「但我想珍惜。宜家——或者係之前咁樣，我都唔太舒服。你呢？」787Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvnx4RO82kS
787Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrjayZdIqiD
一切醞釀已久，終於不止困於無力腦袋中。787Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc4CCOMGN2T
787Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAmstEjcx5O
「我都係。」787Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvs59XyQq4O
787Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡScOXoWqpIu
「咁……就好啦。」787Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKtHulJexmn
787Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9neHbn7Jth
小朋友玩耍的歡快和老人家下棋的爭論忽然沒有了聲，他們只聽見自己的心跳，像已歷盡高山爬上了珠穆朗馬蜂，但無以為繼，只看着眼前美景卻不知是否應該原路往返——787Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡelv6Ef9wmR
787Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFqoOWBbgLb
說完了，之後呢？787Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjkRxjbefmn
787Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡONgOms5EAm
「我想盪鞦韆，推我吖。」787Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf77fiEk6UW
787Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXwgq7nDrIJ
思思站起，向阿朗笑笑。787Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ6WpN5an5J
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