「好。」806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6GZtYXUcAr
806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡimr3r7qHAu
他們行街市，他們行超市，買了幾舊姜，買了一盒無核青提。806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNkvSnvmFXP
806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy7zsl73j0H
阿朗捧着它們，思思挽着他的手，一路走回家。806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlppd42bpUq
806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm0Pdthkh1c
她和他說東西又加價了，好像貴了一點點；他點頭，和她一起歎物價高企，即使他不清楚原先的價錢。806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡozwncCiPTd
806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3cwoEzTX2j
她煮飯，他們吃飯，他洗碗，全程很和諧。806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNrlQpldkTa
806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXpia8Cz34h
和對方生活，說到底是舒適的。他們知道對方的吃什麼不吃什麼，進門出門前的小動作，糞便聞起來是什麼味道，長久的習慣締造出舉止自如的輕快。806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLjJjdYObkV
806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd5etMKY16H
「落街行吓好冇？」阿朗問。806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB0K6rqyKIs
806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsf4q4t9BAH
思思明白：「好。」806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjxlIrqJM7L
806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkfiseomJ71
於是，他們像拍拖一樣，下樓到處逛逛，二人都沒有說話。806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxgmwzNNCwl
806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ72yURk62aF
是因為享受閒適嗎？恐怕不是。他們在心裏打了一份草稿，正默默練習，演講的時候要配合眼神、表情、動作，不可以有任何差池——即使，他們都感覺到對方的態度軟化，仍怕一旦有細節處理不好，就會前功盡廢。806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrUvHzLW8ld
806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcjVNNT0Dxv
行一行，又返回樓下公園，坐在那張長椅上，微風正好。806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvAlbuVo1of
806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ210RfyYORN
阿朗首先開口：806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXHeZFEGeJb
806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUSsNPHm73V
「係呢……我有啲嘢想講。」806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWklPNPO7cR
806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHRfQtEPtFt
「嗯？」806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpJ883lknNV
806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXH4Zdfhk6W
「你覺唔覺得我哋怪怪哋，好似同以前好唔同咁。」806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsSF8DCqNiw
806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEKr4Q5jTDl
「覺。」她看着他，坦白承認。806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe4MBOBIzQ0
806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU8l2xm00AW
「其實，我覺得，我哋好似淡咗……或者唔係淡咗，但好似冇以前咁開心。」806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtPgu6SyFoy
806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkCgvWqxWxI
「嗯。」806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxky517mxUc
806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡecKlK6xyfn
「啫係，我哋都……我哋都少講咗嘢，少傾咗偈，係呢一兩日先多啲。平時，都好似只係傾棉花糖咁……」806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2hYTPvHmp2
806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ99pmqCQBS1
他回想，除了功課、興趣班、測考、冬季校服，只得訕訕地問好。806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD5UlzKJPjs
806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHyz1k6zPM0
「好似係，連佢都覺得我哋唔太熟添。」806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOIrzZgA5SY
806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5aExLs4cjC
她自嘲於被女兒發現端倪；阿朗也笑：806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrzfpUYo5B4
806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡONfftgYy1T
「但係，我哋當然熟。」806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdvBrF7yYSG
806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8BGnhfk6CQ
「用熟唔熟嚟講我哋，好似有啲怪。」806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDPrbMPzyKH
806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZx9FgR8wIm
他們已經很親，說不說話也有親厚情義，但確實不安於此，熟悉感正在剝落。806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGoqqngPARZ
806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvHgNP8lOO3
「都係。」806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE4QOsLtkOC
806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡswAbY6Fvy2
她深呼吸：806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0DtqGwybgD
806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1NwXuqMfw7
「我明你意思，我都係咁覺得——」806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq56Ru8aqLB
806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbDeczZ7H6t
「嗯？」806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE1pRcH7zUw
806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFkIup4PuEH
她直直地看着他，像背誦課文一樣：806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnUp3KaW3jQ
806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZLhoUKCRPU
「我好唔開心——真㗎，因為我哋變成咁。但我唔想再咁落去啦，但係，我都唔知個問題出喺邊——你話，如果係喺以前，我會覺得都幾合理？但宜家，明明我哋都好好㗎……」806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6Fh1YZiouM
806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYspWUedwxS
他見她已說不下去的樣子，順着手肘牽起她的手，替她補充：806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ760wwtsdwM
806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBfiTR7HSeK
「嗯，我哋係好好，過得幾好，個女又咁生性，又夠錢洗。係咪因為咁，所以覺得啲嘢永遠都只會繼續行落去……我意思係，冇太多進步空間，甚至有啲太習慣、太安穩？806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhgOvpVWbb3
806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo7vXZP3hJV
變咗，好似好悶咁？」806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbykncyhxLz
806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKh4tQPykdO
他們達成共識。806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiIKvqJQG0s
806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt4DAsEuFV4
她表達意願：806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEmj732Glok
806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡovZbCMVf0B
「嗯……但係呢，我真係唔想再咁。」806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhEu8CsT20l
806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8dXp1XK9ts
「我都唔想。」806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ216tjWjsz6
806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiaBNYOYoE3
「其實，我之前就想同你講，但係每次去到口唇邊，就講唔出咁……806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8kFlTd5JBN
806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx2XiNK8s2n
我認我係有少少細膽，但係嗰陣時，我唔知你係點諗。我驚我同你講咗我唔開心，甚至同你講我覺得我哋……淡咗，就會番唔到轉頭，啫係——」806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqHUiiObyBg
806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxLXBCV6CcK
「係咪驚我唔係咁諗？或者，我都係咁諗，但係講咗，就番唔到轉頭？」806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMyeRj1FmwK
806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFaePHcinpf
他忽然心寬，因為，他也有過這樣的思慮過程。806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡchX3Oh3ZzI
806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP8lq7ZbOJC
「係。」806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD1SIChh6mJ
806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoqsH7gWh5D
「明。」806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg9ddOqPqiZ
806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxpcy8IMkTg
「嗯，唔係所有嘢講出嚟，就可以趨向解決㗎嘛，可能一講，連原本咁樣都冇埋呢？咁到時點？」806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTa3AEBglub
806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeAljB4xIf8
「我都係咁覺得。」806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJOtf9A0fBa
806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1ZO914fl3m
她有些不好意思地捽捽手指：806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6CkduW98UW
806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWnMz3AqUT7
「我哋，好似、好似都幾廢。」806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgqJsOuhdqY
806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYre9lsvPCB
「係，垃圾。但係垃圾宜家識開口，係可回收㗎啦喎。」806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh2TNCXUTgC
806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTP6BqUBGt0
他指着不遠處的三色回收箱；而她沒好氣地笑一笑：806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtbDZDavzOA
806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDCTOfSsdMH
「都擺咗成三十幾年啦——唔係嘅，個問題啱啱先有啫。」806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdnuSN2lxEQ
806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDCYKdE6RMw
「嗯。咁宜家我哋肯傾，你係想……？我係因為想解決，所以先想同你講出口，我唔想再係咁啦，我諗，我哋都好辛苦。真㗎。」806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtsj8RSJvIN
806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5FZT1IFyh8
二人的語調平緩，聲線都是輕輕的。806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4PDvoiDqPY
806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYkemeM5BZJ
她點頭：「嗯。806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg8iZTvK7T2
806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzQyJrGHdW8
我啱啱咪話，之前想同你講嘅……但係最後冇講到嗰次。就係嗰日，嗯，我話嗰個學生同我表白嗰次。」806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk0mqFKkQG9
806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqo7gPvxwKo
「係，我記得。」806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWsXB4LhGWP
806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡciF9ouz2QZ
他想起，那天她比往常熱情，笑容燦爛，像一次晴天娃娃顯靈的天朗氣清。806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3qmXIBO1Nw
806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSY8RgQpWNx
「嗰次呢，就係因為佢同我講完，我就覺得，其實，我好愛你。806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj2XJmIdItQ
806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt9dIfFzRHw
或者係，你真係好愛我——哈哈，有啲肉麻添。」806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwiV7mRqpWk
806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ2LmRksSVH
這個太清晰的她，阿朗清楚知道，並且予以認識、擁抱、接納，未曾離開。806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6uou2D0Opn
806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAKqEHHO9jF
「係，少骨痹。」806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTCeRk5ler1
806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlWzikTRLwl
「就係咁啦——我聽完之後，唔覺得會有人可以取代到你嘅地位。始終呢，我都太多謝你啦。」806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡehWgvZOnhj
806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLeHEvNdwD8
她越說越小聲，很久沒有告白愛意，突然覺得有些難以啟齒；將目光投射到前面在玩「紅綠燈」的小朋友上，微笑。806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnFNYWRRaTk
806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvwMZe8yUVC
「噢，對唔住。」806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1SSK0TYlvt
806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡynAhLdfR3R
他摸摸她的頭。806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJN0Uvys3SB
806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiyw34sSx7b
他記起，當時他打斷了她，因為他生氣於他們陌生，而她卻與別人熟絡到被鍾情。806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUtUClXCzNx
806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkHdoMhPq9h
「唔緊要。所以嗰陣時冇講到。」806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8ojb2FYqWf
806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGd0h0DcXcq
她的決心竟然在融化。806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo40EYsn2uK
806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDEkgYscSfO
她補充：「我當時聽緊佢講，但係就只係得一種好攰嘅感覺，我只係諗起你，諗起你對我有幾好。」806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLz3vnChHfe
806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgeN61WRbu2
「你都對我好好啊。」806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTYWbIYEqXw
806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡww3ykT3XLw
「係唔錯㗎。」806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhS7VIcxt6P
806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHx09AoX1aA
「嗯……我嗰日唔應該發你脾氣，我諗多咗。」806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxUzQBopxKt
806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB8YsrpYwkh
「係囉，嚇到我唔敢講。」806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9wMvfB9Zqa
806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK9lb8MtYnL
「Well……雖然我就冇你咁正俾人媾，」只見思思笑着反了一個白眼，他說：「但係，我都有作出反思，都想改善……806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY4DB3AAz8M
806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdREVzbwgjy
我諗，我哋都有同一個感受，譬如我都會覺得我哋有嘢唔同、好掛住以前、記低對方嘅好，只係有啲無力。806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMYXn2okHfQ
806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNoyht7xiCy
咁耐以嚟，我番殯儀呢，成日接觸啲唔喺度嘅人，其實都幾令我珍惜生活，始終我都唔想瞓喺度等其他人化妝……咁但係，我好似——因為太有安全感？覺得呢一種平淡係唔會更改，有好過冇，好過大家連平淡都唔得。806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlUb3k5tiPi
806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvuQdrV1WWZ
所以，雖然珍惜生活，但係，就唔太珍惜……我哋。」806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMnvfoNjS6S
806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOYOt1uQ4Sy
明明說珍惜生活、好好活着，第一個主觀感受是「好煩」，珍惜生活，卻沒有珍惜生活中身邊人的舉動，只在內心默唸、憂愁、後退。806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUEULtTGgI3
806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpWYUxQYQUP
「嗯，明白你意思。」806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmy2Zq8zGfz
806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6KHOnxIjkO
「但我想珍惜。宜家——或者係之前咁樣，我都唔太舒服。你呢？」806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyiuZLAanzI
806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ2JYOqPAVX
一切醞釀已久，終於不止困於無力腦袋中。806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb363noPxWy
806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyLZBOmH5pH
「我都係。」806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE87eTw4Vhk
806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhkt3dl3ZB8
「咁……就好啦。」806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡocPwAEPsnE
806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK35tiVEdty
小朋友玩耍的歡快和老人家下棋的爭論忽然沒有了聲，他們只聽見自己的心跳，像已歷盡高山爬上了珠穆朗馬蜂，但無以為繼，只看着眼前美景卻不知是否應該原路往返——806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVrBn8ODcFE
806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd5LFVZrEOE
說完了，之後呢？806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsIjauNX6OG
806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfrto67Vc65
「我想盪鞦韆，推我吖。」806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWh5RxTDAyT
806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8EvLif9ytl
思思站起，向阿朗笑笑。806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHIjHP6iSZV
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