我和日朗在一起。803Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjWcxy8e77N
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他對我很好，好得我要向他學習怎樣愛人；在他之前，原來我只愛過父母親，只有他們能帶給我痛楚，也只有痛苦也能實切地證明這份感情的重量，只有快樂的話，不過是一種娛樂，那並沒有厚度。803Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7gftIrgTRD
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我與別人交往的時候，只有開心，只有自我關照；但講到尾，其實我並不關心別人怎麼活。803Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFVhmhvtPo0
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他們開不開心、好不好，我不在乎。803Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡShcSplo2uc
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為什麼我要管他們呢？他們只是提供愛給我的一種工具。803Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtWfp7yghIR
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但日朗不同。我喜歡他。803Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOu0tCuAkq6
803Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ74auZkaFng
感覺是完全不一樣的，我想知道他怎樣看待我——803Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYDlBy0lmpM
803Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡojiqP6Vnb6
我想知道，佢會鍾意我幾耐？佢覺得我點？同其他人比呢？803Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNm9QismbiQ
803Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXQ3WiEz61J
但是有些事，我是絕對不會讓他知道的，譬如我收很多觀音兵。如果他發現，我想，我會說：803Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6ictHwGRYf
803Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6xjzVadA9P
「我唔係有心㗎，咁人哋鍾意我吖嘛？係咪？803Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0v57N3M8Lt
803Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlmn9yIf6mg
你原本都係其中之一嚟㗎咋，只係，我鍾意你咋嘛。」803Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjUQSRxfPLx
803Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ25iJCuNZ9Y
這種說法是不是值得欣賞呢？我不知道，但如果是我，聽時會很開心呢，畢竟對方肯定了我啊，是不是？803Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsK6j1h5GiM
803Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTkRVEqCXsD
我喜歡他，明明我喜歡他——我看到他的時候會心動，別人靠近他時我會吃醋，也會在他沒空陪我時感到委屈。如果這都不叫愛，那怎樣才是呢？803Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRO3A5n1tcd
803Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxQ9sN5EpAP
可是，我受不了。803Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNxJrQS5cqp
803Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAJBBLCMgHi
慢慢，他要求我：803Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡerKXAhlhs9
803Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiNHuaB0mTs
「你可唔可以唔好遲咁耐到？」803Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtENZWYApm4
803Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdXC2FEVNGg
「下個月先買俾你好冇？我做緊part-time㗎啦，但宜家未有咁多錢……」803Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSJlR0t8tJf
803Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqxO3jo9izS
「喂，你唔好嬲啦，明明係你錯，點解你可以嬲番我轉頭嘅？」803Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqRNZ856mcJ
803Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡORVSYtq2Mq
我開始失落。803Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4dUpZ9bIVD
803Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqg2maUKWcg
我覺得，他不夠喜歡我，如果真是足夠喜歡，為什麼會對我有那麼多不滿？為什麼不能更多的包容和忍讓？別人都只唯唯諾諾，為什麼他就不可以呢？從來沒人這樣說過我啊。803Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhyJbTdt6Ca
803Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbg98rJhTRu
難得我已努力向你證明：我愛你。803Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM7dAB282L2
803Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhUxdsvYRrq
我賣力地和你口交、公開和你戀愛、不再接受他人的美意——很明顯了吧？803Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGkKKzalq37
803Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi2sePwhXcB
為什麼你這樣貪心呢？這種美意還不夠嗎？803Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT8MnDrUqSC
803Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKoHlbz76wU
「我明嘅……你可能唔太識得點愛人，咁不如我哋一齊學，好冇？」803Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡljxAL6pBwu
803Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsc8bPNSTCV
日朗温柔地牽着我，但口中所說的，對我而言卻是嚴厲的苛責。803Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBzc7vj4t8n
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我不懂愛人？803Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5QLoLgqTbN
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我不懂愛人——是的，那是因為，一直都是別人愛我嘛，我看別人付出已足夠了。去到自己愛的時候，好像也因而不那麼的得心應手呢？803Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9Fxby5WvFD
803Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJi9Ja3ld91
日朗說我懶，懶得不願向他多走幾步；我跟他生氣：喂，我已經努力咗㗎啦，咁多人裏面，你已經得到咗最高待遇，點解你唔滿意呢？803Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSJaF5PxigA
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係咪因為——803Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJPJMQLVHbk
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你唔夠愛我呢？803Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmg10q38Nws
803Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7W4jkGY3OU
這個念頭成了一顆種子埋在我心間。日朗對我很好，但慢慢，我就沒有安全感了，我覺得他不夠別人那麼無條件愛我。803Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ4Tljz2RXa
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對，就是這樣。803Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDFXxemWi65
803Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9LxeHLfOps
我的心再一次與他疏離。803Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxTbsthOUBE
803Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf4C5T7c45X
我突然看不起他。明明並沒有那麼愛我，卻裝出一副委曲求全的樣子。803Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm2QBxPRrSn
803Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeXS8jqDaq1
但是，我還繼續和他在一起，因為他太好了，如果別人知道他喜歡我，也會在心裏高看我幾分。人性如此；而他本身，也算是頗盡心盡力地對我好的，如果我提出要求，他也會努力做到。803Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWaWOtUSa3R
803Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpmHmvu7KIr
只是，不似別人舉重若輕。803Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk8eWNaMrg9
803Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN2LZIIsmMh
而像我這樣的女神並不會滿足於此的，我要得到很多很多，才能區分我自己和別人的差距。803Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPeNy1W66ty
803Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8TAXshQsrT
所以我出軌——803Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1SbywaEMfC
803Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡogCq0LYdQD
其實這也是一種貼心吧？我想要的在日朗身上得不到，方才另覓他人，提供我所需，填補我和他的空隙；又不需勉強他勞苦自己，他既可以繼續愛我，我的私心又可繼續被滿足，一舉兩得。803Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdpMw4kGKbR
803Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxeGJDAu9Bm
本來，日子很好，我也因為得到別人的疼愛而變得更柔和一點，沒有再對日朗提過分的要求、沒有再輕易地發脾氣，總覺得自己要有觀音的氣量。803Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm4FEA6W6w3
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直到，日朗發現我出軌。803Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC6w1187t3G
803Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh7JWGBE9FT
他很激動。他不明白為什麼我要這樣做，他覺得他已對我至好，為我獻出全部；我只說，我要更多，他給我的還不夠。803Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqZLARIzTSQ
803Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1iLeWsdJY1
那一刻，平常冷靜沉穩的他突然捨棄了自尊，雖然，他指出我的不對：803Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMCOabvoE5t
803Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ96LKvJZOd
「你唔滿意點解唔同我講？如果唔鍾意，應該係分手而唔係出軌？」803Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtSoOeJCdVq
803Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpdf31FM7H0
但是，很快，他又自責地和我說他會改，即使他也不一定知道自己錯在何處。803Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7oHiHqjUR9
803Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiMKNE62FuS
結果，他不斷付出。803Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8RdzINZLaQ
803Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7NITwHYvye
而我看見他這樣，又覺得他的魅力不比往昔了，我比他高級，心慢慢地飛走；或者，不在他那處。803Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHxyla0bA0J
803Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRpr9eF7e6m
他說：「你唔好同其他人一齊，我哋重新開始好冇？」803Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1udtwRrhph
803Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGMTogB0Tjk
他說他愛我，想和我共偕連理。803Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlmRCXHJrR4
803Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡokvqE7uAlz
「咁……算啦，對唔住。」803Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ85RKpjhTGO
803Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDKdwPWAoOu
我開始覺得心煩，突然，我不需要他的愛了，我喜歡的是光芒萬丈的程日朗，不是這個垂頭喪氣的男人。803Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjCGsDmDLo2
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唉，真令人無奈。803Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFCuE2xdaMh
803Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxNnX2k9jRp
我有別人給我的愛了。803Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGT6vT4uht3
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而且，他不能接受我有別人，不能包容我的廣交——803Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNaDkypPtVN
803Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4hB36JQO42
唯有再見。803Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX8wE7Rbd5j
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再見。803Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeCZJ1tkRXT
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只是，後來，我又念記他。803Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ30HGVOHFUE
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