我和日朗在一起。751Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcMgq3fme7p
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他對我很好，好得我要向他學習怎樣愛人；在他之前，原來我只愛過父母親，只有他們能帶給我痛楚，也只有痛苦也能實切地證明這份感情的重量，只有快樂的話，不過是一種娛樂，那並沒有厚度。751Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlwtSiMK2X9
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我與別人交往的時候，只有開心，只有自我關照；但講到尾，其實我並不關心別人怎麼活。751Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMqhlTYsTMA
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他們開不開心、好不好，我不在乎。751Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8BMre5k9mF
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為什麼我要管他們呢？他們只是提供愛給我的一種工具。751Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2oc13MgfAh
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但日朗不同。我喜歡他。751Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQLSvfFJKDV
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感覺是完全不一樣的，我想知道他怎樣看待我——751Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHt1EPtHhAz
751Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUhxIQmGlri
我想知道，佢會鍾意我幾耐？佢覺得我點？同其他人比呢？751Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhGni6kKtDn
751Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGk6BWDTCeL
但是有些事，我是絕對不會讓他知道的，譬如我收很多觀音兵。如果他發現，我想，我會說：751Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDOXAzeO71N
751Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWFDobYw7yx
「我唔係有心㗎，咁人哋鍾意我吖嘛？係咪？751Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe3y0Ybo72y
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你原本都係其中之一嚟㗎咋，只係，我鍾意你咋嘛。」751Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdpQvMtgUEc
751Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ56H512XpWX
這種說法是不是值得欣賞呢？我不知道，但如果是我，聽時會很開心呢，畢竟對方肯定了我啊，是不是？751Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQRCRf1kjH9
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我喜歡他，明明我喜歡他——我看到他的時候會心動，別人靠近他時我會吃醋，也會在他沒空陪我時感到委屈。如果這都不叫愛，那怎樣才是呢？751Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpuEjTALd3D
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可是，我受不了。751Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡucRdaT5nIx
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慢慢，他要求我：751Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr0TU0SQFp1
751Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡey49RQzMlB
「你可唔可以唔好遲咁耐到？」751Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuFm7gjEOX1
751Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1Rh4CiIKA7
「下個月先買俾你好冇？我做緊part-time㗎啦，但宜家未有咁多錢……」751Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiPYkZB5Vz5
751Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8FU0WQyX1h
「喂，你唔好嬲啦，明明係你錯，點解你可以嬲番我轉頭嘅？」751Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMUD3mXoxi7
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我開始失落。751Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtYK2JNy5wc
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我覺得，他不夠喜歡我，如果真是足夠喜歡，為什麼會對我有那麼多不滿？為什麼不能更多的包容和忍讓？別人都只唯唯諾諾，為什麼他就不可以呢？從來沒人這樣說過我啊。751Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGN9xwzOzuc
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難得我已努力向你證明：我愛你。751Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡANTKCLv98u
751Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzyMvXKoDkg
我賣力地和你口交、公開和你戀愛、不再接受他人的美意——很明顯了吧？751Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡACbgx4gqzL
751Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi2kyeNRuIP
為什麼你這樣貪心呢？這種美意還不夠嗎？751Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhkzhjh4zYM
751Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUndGTsEUUN
「我明嘅……你可能唔太識得點愛人，咁不如我哋一齊學，好冇？」751Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaGRFgxU43C
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日朗温柔地牽着我，但口中所說的，對我而言卻是嚴厲的苛責。751Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7wRQ5zA4Kh
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我不懂愛人？751Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi0GWUjwlEp
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我不懂愛人——是的，那是因為，一直都是別人愛我嘛，我看別人付出已足夠了。去到自己愛的時候，好像也因而不那麼的得心應手呢？751Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY4VmacvvMj
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日朗說我懶，懶得不願向他多走幾步；我跟他生氣：喂，我已經努力咗㗎啦，咁多人裏面，你已經得到咗最高待遇，點解你唔滿意呢？751Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkWB6bYfAuz
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係咪因為——751Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAmJjWnYFfv
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你唔夠愛我呢？751Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc3tbAW1IXL
751Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2KR7AfgUbv
這個念頭成了一顆種子埋在我心間。日朗對我很好，但慢慢，我就沒有安全感了，我覺得他不夠別人那麼無條件愛我。751Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡih9Ue3Nkeg
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對，就是這樣。751Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC3vLZexgCy
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我的心再一次與他疏離。751Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6K15rwolbo
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我突然看不起他。明明並沒有那麼愛我，卻裝出一副委曲求全的樣子。751Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbIYgPdK19j
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但是，我還繼續和他在一起，因為他太好了，如果別人知道他喜歡我，也會在心裏高看我幾分。人性如此；而他本身，也算是頗盡心盡力地對我好的，如果我提出要求，他也會努力做到。751Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnVq4oerF7H
751Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡquA9Va2lo3
只是，不似別人舉重若輕。751Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZUcQPJWn7s
751Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDg4Don3hDM
而像我這樣的女神並不會滿足於此的，我要得到很多很多，才能區分我自己和別人的差距。751Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkBlXHgetTW
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所以我出軌——751Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6hH6zM7Lst
751Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnGCCFNOJBT
其實這也是一種貼心吧？我想要的在日朗身上得不到，方才另覓他人，提供我所需，填補我和他的空隙；又不需勉強他勞苦自己，他既可以繼續愛我，我的私心又可繼續被滿足，一舉兩得。751Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSddR8xHc5W
751Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8ORvYdGsMm
本來，日子很好，我也因為得到別人的疼愛而變得更柔和一點，沒有再對日朗提過分的要求、沒有再輕易地發脾氣，總覺得自己要有觀音的氣量。751Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqlHlAuT6ud
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直到，日朗發現我出軌。751Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0BALn7y8DB
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他很激動。他不明白為什麼我要這樣做，他覺得他已對我至好，為我獻出全部；我只說，我要更多，他給我的還不夠。751Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡewrmHNS1ax
751Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5t5LMN5AxE
那一刻，平常冷靜沉穩的他突然捨棄了自尊，雖然，他指出我的不對：751Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzkUssJtpWD
751Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEezDce9kM3
「你唔滿意點解唔同我講？如果唔鍾意，應該係分手而唔係出軌？」751Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiz4lD7IxA9
751Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxRkvCG2ttP
但是，很快，他又自責地和我說他會改，即使他也不一定知道自己錯在何處。751Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGOKdjylNNi
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結果，他不斷付出。751Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvxSlP4FdeR
751Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCEtd4bBHrV
而我看見他這樣，又覺得他的魅力不比往昔了，我比他高級，心慢慢地飛走；或者，不在他那處。751Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlgFOWzokSu
751Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVZvCnj5ife
他說：「你唔好同其他人一齊，我哋重新開始好冇？」751Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEI7iQDTHDG
751Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWOzy6Z9V1i
他說他愛我，想和我共偕連理。751Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSCWRo7IOJU
751Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsKLeVYkhGy
「咁……算啦，對唔住。」751Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc1C9S0beMW
751Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ96nAygq9hh
我開始覺得心煩，突然，我不需要他的愛了，我喜歡的是光芒萬丈的程日朗，不是這個垂頭喪氣的男人。751Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQx4vKYTdq0
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唉，真令人無奈。751Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJOpHK1PZ0s
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我有別人給我的愛了。751Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnpkh5sOV7e
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而且，他不能接受我有別人，不能包容我的廣交——751Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCknXQcCCTw
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唯有再見。751Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOjJALlJWq5
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再見。751Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfrvvCoOqvP
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只是，後來，我又念記他。751Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeT77PVad9m
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